Everything seems to be harder when your friend is down. The worst thing is that no matter what you do to cheer them up, it just doesn't work. I feel so helpless. I hope that she feels better soon, I just hate seeing her this way. It's not fair on her.
Laura asked me if I could come with her for her counselling appointment which is ment to help with overcoming self harm again. I am terrified because I know a lot of tears will flood the room, but at least it will help her to get better.
She is at hospital just so that the doctors can keep an eye on her. I been here with her almost every day, I think its because partly I feel like it's my fault, like I should have been a better friend and seen the signs. I didn't though and now here we are, in a hospital.
There is a knock on the door, then the door opened and Ronnie has appeared with a bunch of roses. Laura woke up as well.
"Flowers for the two most beautiful women on this planet, I am not sure about other planets, but I don't think I will find the aliens anywhere near hot. " he said with a smile on his face.
We couldn't help but giggle at his comment, that's why I like him. He can bring a smile at the darkest times.
"How are you,Laura? " he asked her. Her smile suddenly faded and she replied with the good old fine.
Knowing that the mood is not something to be talked about, Ronnie has changed the subject and he told us his adventures on the wonderful nights out with his friends.
It was getting late and I needed to get home. Ronnie has offered me a ride home and I said goodbye to Laura and walked out with him.
It was dark outside and the street lights were on. I wasn't saying much because I just didn't feel like talking.
"Hey, what's haunting you so much that you are not in a mood to talk " he asked and I could feel sadness in his voice.
"Are you sure you want to here me rant about my feeling" I replied.
"Yes, because I think that if you let it out , you'll feel better. Tell me everything that is bothering you. Tell me anything that's on your mind. I just want you to know that I am there for you no matter what and no matter what time " he said and I could feel my eyes starting to water because his words have touched me. He really cares about me and that is very special.
"Ronnie... I don't even know what to say! Thank you so much for being here for me! Many people would just run away at the first sight of someone being sad, but you stayed. I don't feel like talking about the things bothering at the moment because they make no sense in my head yet. But I just wanted to say something to you. Sometimes when i get close to someone I push them away because the whole falling in love thing scares me sometimes, can you promise that if i even do that to you, you wont give up on me easily and instead of running away, being there. I dont wanna lose you! I say taking a deep breath afterwards.
He looked at me and I could see saddness in his eyes and he replied to me "I promise that i won't give up! I can tell that you had your heart broken and I understand that you are being protective."
I smiled at him and kissed him goodbye on a cheeck and left home. When i got into my room i dropped dead on the bed and fell asleep straight away.
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Hopeless Romantic
Teen FictionPay had a hopeless crush on a popular boy called Ronnie from her college. She thought she will never stand a chance but her destiny had different plans for her.
