he said he loves me
he said for me to carry on life as normalto be happy
like he wasI am trying
I swear I'm tryingbut did it really have to be like this?
did you have to die?
couldn't you have told me?you had me all figured out
why couldn't I figured you out?how pathetic I am
I'm only booksmart I guessJeongguk hasn't been in touch with me
I understandI'll see him soon
hopefullyI regret
not learning about how you weredeep inside
we're both broken
we were both healingI think you just concealed it more
and found strength in giving others happinessI was too late
because the happiness you were receivingdidn't become enough.
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Fanfiction❝But he was there to smile like the sun❞ 2nd May - 1st June 2018 Copyright © By @FLORAFIA Love Maze Awards - 1st Place Winner