Boy Troubles

Chapter 29

Chapter 29: I don't think I can last two more months without him.   

    Adam and I decided to just go to Denny's. We went inside and sat in a booth beside the window. We made small talk waiting for our waitress, then she came and took our orders, then left.

"I just wanted to apologize for what happened last night." Adam said drinking his coffee.

"It's fine; we just can't do it again."

"I wouldn't want to ruin your marriage. Mine as well."

"Sounds good to me."

A few seconds later my phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Christina, I'm sorry. I lied earlier." I heard Bobby on the other side of the phone on the urge of tears.

"About what?"

"Forgiving you. I've been thinking about it; I'm not okay with the idea of you kissing Adam. I don't know if I can go two more months knowing there's a possibility another man is taking care of you, the way I can't. I can't hold you, I can't watch you perform, I can't kiss you, I can't cuddle you, and I can't tell you I love you every second of every day. The thought of you two kissing feels like I'm being stabbed in the heart and I'm on the urge of breaking down. The fact that you didn't push him off the bed upsets me. Instead of pushing him off, you let him kiss you, you kissed back, and you let him hold you in his arms." My heart sank. I excused myself from the table and went outside.

"Bobby, I am so sorry. I told you it won't happen again. I promise you it won't happen again. I don't know, I guess I was feeling vulnerable and-"

"I'm feeling vulnerable, should I go to Cass and make out with her? Even though she's with Kenny and I have a wife?"

"Bob-"

"Or should I go make out with the closest celebrity? There's a lot in L.A. as you know."

"Okay Bobby, I get it. I'm sorry. I truly am and forever will be, sorry. I love you. I don't want to hurt you; the last thing I want to do is hurt you. You mean so much to me, and Adam? Adam kissed me, yes I kissed back, but I pulled away. It was a short kiss. If the only way for you to forgive me is to go make out with my friends, go for it. It kills me knowing that you're upset. I miss you so much. I'll stop the tour here. I'll come home and we'll do whatever you want."

"Wait, wha-"

"I'll stop touring. I want to be with you, Bobby. I broke your trust and I can't lose you."

"Christina, -"

"I'm coming home. I'll call you later Dolan. I love you."

"I-I love you too, but you don't have to -"

"I want to. I have to go, love you. Bye." I hung up the phone and walked back inside to a table with nice, warm pancakes waiting for me. I sat down and ate my pancakes in silence. "Adam, I'm sorry." I blurted out.

"What for?"

"I have to end tour."

"Christina, if it's about the kiss I'm sorry. I won't do it again. You're an amazing singer, and I need you on this tour."

"Adam, I need Bobby and Bobby needs me. I broke his trust and I have to make up for it. He didn't want me ending tour either, but I do. I don't think I can last two more months without him." He rested his head in his hands for a while then nodded.

"If this is what you want I can't stop you."

"Thank you."

"I'll get you a plane next thing tomorrow."

       We finished breakfast and got ready for tonight's concert. We had meet and greets!  Seeing Team Grimmie is one of my favorite things to do. They all wrote me letters, took pictures, had me sign their faces, and so much more! 

      After that it was time for the show. We sang, danced, and even shot confetti cannons! After the show I went on the bus and started packing. My plane was leaving at six in the morning so I got to the airport an hour or two before. Adam and I made small talk waiting. He was upset that I was leaving, but he was glad that I'm going to fix things with Bobby. The plane ride was longer than expected but when I arrived I had Cass get me so I could surprise Bobby. I said I was going to stop tour; I never said when.

        We pulled in the driveway and made our way inside. I heard him in the shower next to our room so I sat on the couch in the living room. A while later the water stopped.

"Letting you know I'm here!" Cass shouted.

"Oh, okay! I'll be out there soon!" Bobby shouted from the other room. And sure enough, five minutes later he walked out the room. "Hey Cass, hey Christina." He said as walked straight past into the kitchen. "Christina!" He turned around and I jumped off the couch. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close.

"Bobby!" I mumbled into his chest.

"I've missed you so much!" He squeezed harder. He took my face between his hands and pulled me in for a kiss. That kiss was something I've been waiting for almost five months. I needed him. I'm worried,  but I'm also excited on what's going to happen throughout the day!