amaryllis • pride
one day i woke up surrounded by petals
amaryllis. i thought. your favorite flower.
i study flowers so i knew which flowers symbolized which
your favorite symbolized pride
you were competitive with everything
that is one of the many many things i love about you
i also knew about that one disease that's been going around caused by one sided love
and i knew when i saw myself surrounded with petals
i am now also a victim
