Dear NoNo ♡,
We have been friends for quite a while
I'm sorry I had to leave like this
I'm sorry I loved you even if I knew you would never feel the same
Do you know how much it hurt to see you with her
Do you know how long I endured the pain
But at the same time,
Do you know how happy I felt
Seeing you laugh like there's no tomorrow
Seeing you smile like everything was right in this horrific world
I endured all that pain to see you smile, to see you laugh
Because I knew I couldn't make you happy the way she does
I can't love you as much as she does
All i could do was watch from the sidelines
But right now, it's my time to go
I'll be watching you from above, my sunshine
Keep smiling NoNo
Because your smile was what kept me going
Watching you from afar,
NaNa ♡
jeno's pov
as i finished reading the letter, i was already full-on sobbing. my girlfriend was actually just a good friend of mine. i broke it off with her yesterday because i found that my feelings for her wasn't love, i misunderstood it as friendship. it was jaemin who i was in love with. but now my sunshine, my NaNa, was gone. i slid down my locker (does that even make sense ㅋㅋㅋ) crying. people who would pass by would think i was crazy. but right now, i do feel crazy. i hurt my sunshine, until he couldn't take all the pain and left. i am crazy for hurting someone who gave me nothing but happiness.
