yellow hyacinth • jealousy
for the first time i gave you a different type of flower
for today i thought of showing you the dark side of love, jealousy
i came up to you by the lockers
and gave you the bouquet of what seemed to you unfamiliar flowers
why the sudden change?
you asked
no particular reason
just get used to it
every day i'll give you different types of flowers
that is until my body gives up on you
i mumbled the last part, making sure you wouldn't hear
then i left you standing there
and went to the rooftop
there was still a few minutes left until class started
my mind drifted off to what might happen
when my body gives up on the pain
when it gives up on love
when it gives up on the thought of us
more importantly
what would happen to you
when i'm gone
