red carnation • my heart aches for you
today, you were with that girl again
what was her name?
it didn't really matter
i gave the red carnations to you
and right before i left
you told me that you finally found someone
and the person was her
i told you i was happy for you
but the next thing i knew
i was crouching by the toilet
with bloody petals gushing out of my system
