yellow tulip • sunshine in your smile
last night, i started coughing up the whole flower
i knew that meant something bad
i knew it meant that my end was near
so i wanted to summarize my feelings in one flower
yellow tulips
your smile lights up my whole world
even with these flowers suffocating me
your smile was still the one thing that kept me going
~♡~
we had p.e. today
we had to play basketball
girls vs boys
your girlfriend played against you
and you let them win on purpose
you were competitive as hell
that's when i realized how much you love her
~♡~
i got home to prepare tomorrow's flowers
two more days left
when i coughed up a whole amaryllis
i went to a doctor
he told me i had three days left
so lee jeno, never forget me.
