i kept on sobbing on my knee. I cry and and cry harder. I didnt care if people said i'm crazy. Regret. If i could turn back the time.. i will appreciate him as much as can.. I should stay by him whenever i got chance. But the cruel of me.. i left him when he said he will leave for the operation. I should gave him moral support on that time.. but.. i gave scar to him. Its too late... i cant do nothing. He already leave me. Jennie was no where to be found. Maybe she knew i need some space and privacy. I just spend my time sobbing at the departure area.
I could see the reflection shadow from my back. Its tall figure. But i just shrugged it out. I get up and wipe my tears And I let the tears keep falling again. "Jisoo?" Wait.. its familiar voice. I turn around. "Y/N oppa?" He smiled. He already cut his hair. But its still Captain Kim Y/N that i knew.
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He walk forward to my direction. I dont hesitate to run to him and hug him tightly as I let my tears falling at his uniform. "I thought you already left me." I mumbled at his chest. He pulled away. He hold my shoulder. Our eyes stare at each other . "No. Not yet until i see you before i go." He wiped my tears with his thumb. "Jisoo.. i need you to listen to what im gonna say."
Y/N's POV my chief send Captain Choi Siwon to accompany me for the mission. As i excuse myself from the board meeting, i walk to to the departure area on this camp. I heard sobbing. Is that Jisoo? Seeing her cry, hearing her cry make myself upset. I walk forward approaching that figure. "Jisoo?" There i didnt her sobbing anymore. She slowly turn around. "Y/N oppa?" I smiled. I was happy see her. I thought i will never get to see her again after we played basketball on that day. I walk forward to her direction. Then she run to me and hug me tightly. I dont hesitate to hug her back. I hope its not our last farewell. "I thought you already left me." She mumbled at my chest. I pulled away and hold her shoulder. Our eyes stare at each other . "No. Not yet until i see you before i go." I wiped her tears with my thumb. "Jisoo.. i need you to listen to what im gonna say." I pleaded. My hands still on her shoulder. She nodded as signal for me to carry on. "I'm sorry i need to leave you for now. I hope you will understand my job. I consider myself lucky to have know someone like you who was so difficult to say goodbye to." She continue cry. Its totally break my heart. I hold both of her hands as i continue to speak again. "Jisoo.. i love you.. i never forget you..thanks for coming to my life. Whenever happen to me.. please remember i always love you more than anything. You are my light... you are my sunrise..without you i'm nothing. You are my last, babe.. until always you are my last." "Oppa.. please come back here safely." Her voice cracked seems like i know the pain inside. "I'm sorry babe. I cant promise that." Then she looked down at her feet. I raised her chin with my hand for make her looked at me. "Look at me." I demand. Then her eyes locked mine. "If you make up with Jinyoung.. i'm fin-" "Stop it!" She said. "I just love you. He was my past. I will wait you no matter what. I dont care how long it takes. I will just wait for you." I smiled and kiss her forehead as i affirm her everything's gonna be okay. She cupped my cheek. She caressed mine with her thumb. Make me comfortable like always. I hold her hand which on my cheek. I knew what she wants if she gave me this look and touch. I hate for making girls waiting. I put the strands of her hair at behind her ears. I lean to her.. Closer.. I pull her closer by her waist. And i crash my lips to her lips. Her hands snake to my neck as she wanting more of my kisses. I always love her lips..especially when they touch mine. It always soft..her kisses make melt. There always made butterflies wild on my stomach whenever she deepen the kiss. Its full of passion and i cant get enough of her. We pulled away from the kisses. Our forehead still connect with each other as i still closed my eyes. I could feel her hot breath on my face. She still panting. "I need to go now, Jisoo. Please take care. I love you." Then i pull away from her hold. I kiss all of her face for the last time. Last time? I dont know either. She hugged me tightly again as she didnt let me go. I just stroke her back and pull away. "Captain! We need to go!" I heard Siwon's voice already call me. "Give me a minute!" I answered back. I grab her face. "Remember.. i love you jisoo." "I love you too." Then i bid goodbye to her. She waved her hands at me. She watch me until my helicopter depart.
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