CHAPTER 23 : YOU ARE COLD?

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Jinyoung's POV
how bad luck i am.
My mother cheated on my father.
Dahyun cheated on me.
Jisoo dumped me.
Now i am lonely.
Yeah i deserved it.
Cause i was the one who betrayed Jisoo on the first place.
I should not do that.
If i could turn back the time.. i will not hurt her. Never.
But.. its over right now.
Maybe i should see my mother.

"Jinyoung?"
"Eomma?"
My mum hugged me tight and drag me into the house.
Its been a long time i didnt go here.
"Im so glad you are wake up, son."
I smiled bitterly.
"Do you have problem?"
"Eomma.. im sorry for what i did. I should not abandon you as my mother." I cry and looked down.

Then i felt soft hand wipe my tears away

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Then i felt soft hand wipe my tears away.
"Shh. Dont cry Jinyoung. I should not cheat on your father back then. Forgive me, Jinyoung."
I eagerly nodded and hug her.
She pulled away. "Where is Jisoo?"
"She...dumped..me"
"Why?"
"Cause i am the jerk. Its okay mum. Its my fault."
"Okay Jinyoung. I will support you no matter what. You will on leave again right?"
"No, eomma. I think i should join new operation."
"What? I already asked y/n for not asked you to join."
My eyes widened.
I was about to ask my mother again but my phone ringing.
I answer the call.
"Hello, sir."
"Hello Lieutenant Jinyoung. I wanna inform you. You are excluded for joining any operation until i said so. Take a big rest. Someone asked me to take him instead."
He hung up the phone.
Its not a good idea.

I drive quickly to y/n's place.
I knocked the door hard.
After a few minutes he opened the door.
"Why you look miserable?" He asked.
I stepped into the house and close the door.

Y/N's POV
who the hell knocked hard on my door?
Argghh.
I opened the door.
Its Jinyoung.
What the hell he come here?
Is it because Jisoo ?
"Why you look miserable?"
Then he entered my house and close the door behind him.
He walk forward to me.
What happen to him?
He was getting closer.
"I'm sorry, sir."
"Wha-"
He cut me off with punch on my face.
My eyes widened in disbelief.
I wipe the blood at my mouth corner.
"What the hell Jinyoung?"
"You. Whats wrong with you!"
"Straight to the point Lieutenant!"
"Why you are the one join the new mission? Why not me?" I clenched my jaw.
Then i avoid our eye contact.
"I want you to spend time with Jisoo. Besides i promised to your mum that i will not let you join."
"Sir.. she love you.. not me.."
"Yes. I love her too. But. I dont want her lose you. Dont worry i will come back safely." I smiled.

Jisoo's POV
Its 3 days since i dumped Jinyoung.
I kept calling on y/n.
But he didnt pick up.
Maybe i just need to give him break.
And myself too..
Its 2000H but i still at school.
I dont have courage to go back home.
I convinced Jennie i'm fine.

I was staring at the sky.
Admiring the beautiful creature.
Am I really in love?
Or am I dating to break up?
Once again, it comes to me
An easy ending??
Ahh not ! I love Kim Y/N very much.
He always make me happy.
Staring at the sky..
Always the same sky...always the same day..
Besides the fact that you're not here...
Nothing has changed..
I want to laugh just as if I forgot everything...
I want to live as I laugh as if nothing's wrong...
But because I miss you,
Everyday I call out Your name by myself...
I thought I let you go without any remains..
But no, no I still haven't let you go..
"Aishh its cold." I rub my hand at my arm.
"You are cold?" I flinched when i heard someone's voice.
I turn around.
"Kim y/n?"
"Its oppa right?" He smiled. Then he walk closer to me.
He take off his thick jacket and put it on my body.
Then he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pull me closer.
"Oppa. I'm sor-"
"Shhh.. let us enjoy this moment together." He cut me off.
"Oppa.. i swear i lo-"
Dang!
He shut my mouth with his lips on mine.
I froze at the beginning.
But soon i closed my eyes and move my lips against him.
Our lips move in sync.
Then he pulled away.
He grab my side of face.
"Whenever happen... i love you Kim Jisoo. Remember that. Even when im gone.. i still love you no matter what. Understand?"
I nodded.
"Good."
Then we intertwined our hand as enjoying the beautiful creature from my school's rooftop.
Is it he gonna leave me?
But he said he love me....

"Jisoo?"
"Hurmm?"
"Wanna hear me sing?"
"Yeahh.."
He clear his throat and start singing.
He was singing and caressing my hair gently.

ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru..
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun..
dallajin ge eomneunde..
nan bonaen jul aratjyo da namgim eobsi..
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo..
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo...
maeil nan honjaseoman...
geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo..
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo..
ije nan seupgwancheoreom..
geudae ireumman bureuneyo oneuldo..

nan bonaen jul aratjyo da namgim eobsi..
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo..

geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo..
maeil nan honjaseoman..
geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo..
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo..
ije nan seupgwancheoreom...
geudae ireumman bureuneyo oneuldo..

haruharuga jugeul geotman gateunde..
eotteoke haeya haeyo..

saranghae saranghaeyo..
geudaereul saranghaeyo..
maljocha motagoseo...
geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo..
mianhae mianhaeyo nae mari deullinayo...
dwineujeun nae gobaegeul..
geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo..
saranghaeyo..

He finished singing with the tears flowing to his cheek.
"Oppa why you are crying?"
He just kiss my forehead and smile.




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