[COMPLETED] Shadow | Kim Jisoo X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 14 : AM I?

Y/N's POV
The rest of the journey is remain silent.
No one of us dare to say anything.
Im still mad of Jinyoung.
And im still mad of her mother.
Jisoo didnt deserve this.
You are stupid Jinyoung!
How come you deserve a nice girl like Jisoo?

Just at the thought of you..
my body shakes..
I can't forgive you from now on ..
you coward Jinyoung !
just fucking watch.
You made her cry again ..
You coward !
She's crying because of you again..

once we arrived home.. i open the car door for Jisoo.
I dont hesitate to hold her hand and fortunately she just let me do it as i dont feel any tense from the skin ship. I grab the key from my pocket and unlock the door.
We still didnt say anything.
I pull her hand to walk to the upstairs.
We walk to my room.
I gestured her to sit on my bed.
"Stay here. I'll be back."
She nodded.
I went to the bathroom.
I drag the chair to the bathroom.
I prepare the water at the small basin.
Then i walk back to the bedroom and drag Jisoo to the bathroom.
"Sit here." I pat the chair.
Then i help her to wash her hair.
I apply the shampoo to her hair.
I massage her scalp gently.
I could see Jisoo's tears falling to her cheek.
"Jisoo, sorry. Is it hurt?"
"No. Im fine. Im just think bout my life."

After i settle wash her hair.. we went back to my bedroom.
I asked her to sit on my bed.
I walk to my wardrobe and take out a towel and bring it to Jisoo.
I sit beside her as i start to dry her hair with the dry towel.
I keep on rub the towel to her hair..
And made the towel covered her eyes.
And i found myself staring at her heart shaped lips.
I stopped from rubbing.
I slowly lean.
Closer...

Closer...

And closer...

Aishh what am i doing?
I pulled away and continue to rub again.

Jisoo's POV
His touch made me comfortable.
Sometimes..
I almost forgot i love Jinyoung..
And sometimes..
I doubt bout my feelings toward Jinyoung.
Me heart scream "just focus on Y/N."

Then y/n stopped.
He is sleeping or what?
I raised my head a bit.
But then he clear his throat and continue to dry my hair.

"Done." He said.
I looked up at him. He smiled.
His smile make my heart calm.
And make me forget my problem.
He was about to get up from bed.
But i grab his arm.
I dont know what im doing right now.
My mind and heart are controlling me.
I could say that heart is honest than what i said.

Y/N's POV
thank god i already done doing her hair.
"Done" i said to her.
She looked up at me.
I smile at her.
I never stop smiling for her.
But..
Her eyes look different.
I never seen her stare like this before.
I try to get up from my bed but she grab my arm. "Stay." She sound demand.
Our eyes lock each other.
Seems like we study each other aura.
It feels like the time stopped.
Then a split second she grab my front shirt and smashed her lips to me.
I still cant focus whats going on right now.
At first i felt tense and didnt have courage to move any inch.
But i think again.
Its Jisoo.
A girl that i love is fucking kiss me.
So i closed my eyes and pull her closer by her waist.
We closed our gap.
Her hand slowly push me down lightly make me laying at my bed.
Now she was on my top.
She pull away a few seconds.
Then she reconnected our lips back.
Her hand cupped my cheeks.
Meanwhile my hand hold her waist.
And i gently stroke her back up and down.
Our lips move in sync.
Honestly her lips make addicted.

Then she pulled away.
Slowly i opened my eyes and met with her beautiful eyes.
She rolled over to lay beside me.
She cupped my cheek.
She caressed my cheek with her thumb.
"Y/N oppa. Please dont leave me. Sorry for ever-"
I cut her off with peck on her lips.
"Yah! Let me finish." She looked pissed off.
"Dont say sorry. I will kiss you again."
She sigh.
"Oppa. I love you. On the same time i was afraid you might leave me." Then the tears threaten to fall again to her cheeks.
I felt my chest tighten whenever i saw she cry.
"Shh.. i will not leave you. I love you. Please give me chance to prove it."
"But how bout Jennie? I could see you —"
"Jisoo. Everyone can have me. But i just want you."
She nodded. "Sorry sorry sorry."
Dang!
I kissed her again.
Then she kissed me back again.
Passionately.

Somehow..

I think...

Am i betrayed to Jinyoung?

Dear Kim Jisoo.
Stop being a shadow is one of my dream...

Note : hello guys ! Thanks for reading even though this book boring AF

i love you anyway😘