I'm in Love with My Best Friend

Woe | About Leah June

As a child, I was given up by many people I thought I could trust. I came to understand that the only person that mattered in my life, was me, all I did was I held onto that thought. I am the only one who can stop me, who can believe in me, who can make anything possible, me. But, I see it's quite a lonely thought now. I might have fallen once or twice, but I kept bringing myself back up again and again. I never stopped, and even until this day, I will not stop trying.

I'm home now, but I didn't feel the spark of excitement once I came apart from the outside world and joined in this little town. I wonder what happened. I look both ways, but no one is there. It's an awful feeling. I need to look for my heart again. I need to find my true home. I have to, it's driving me crazy not knowing where I really belong.

I try remembering everything about those magical days with my best friend. I had searched for someone like her for so long. She made me whole, and without her, I feel gone. I feel like I'm not in my body, I'm just watching me move to all places of the world as I hover over myself.
In my mind, I imagined I could see almost everything, yet not everything, just a piece of eternity's knowledge.

I came apart from myself every night. Staring at my ceiling, I could see forms of light and color come out of hiding, the whole sky was showing off, and the stars rung round and danced. I never understood why I could imagine such impossible images. They brought me hope and life every night. Thinking of where I belonged, I knew that only here, in this town, I could see these stars, this universe of magic. But I still felt broken, I needed my other half lying next to me, gazing at the sky. Night and day. I need that one part of me, but where is it? I can't wait anymore... I can't wait. I need to get up.

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Leah June, a wanderer between many world's of splendor and sorrow. She came about the corner of a street this night, maybe she'd meet the one she longed for. Maybe, when she'd find her lost piece, she'll feel a spark of being complete. And she'd know, perhaps, if only she looked towards it. The one waiting for her. The one gazing at the sight of her. The one young man who yearned for her light to be close to him once again. Perhaps, if she met her eyes with his, she'd know, that he was hers. Then she'd finally be whole.

She might be wandering too far away for her to truly see. She won't know unless she tries again, to find her other half, that the one and only will be there for her forever no matter what. If only, if only. Love, is a bittersweet thing that many can't handle. Leah will find her way. She always has, in all manner of sweet and sour. She'll be home... again.

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