I'm in Love with My Best Friend

Not a World Without You

Happiness isn't tangible. It's deep within you. You can't physically dig it out, place it in a box and bury it, and leave it be forever. You can imagine that in your soul, you can close the door, but you cannot lock it. Because in someway, it'll climb back out and shine on your face, if even for a moment.

You can't hide pure love, no matter how well you try, it brightens every inch of you.

You are a shard of heavens light, a brisk moment of life and love, yet when in the stars of your eyes, time is slow. And my heart has slowed, time might have even stopped, and I see you walking past me, shining. And I wish to see your smile once again, but forever. I want to feel that it's safe to awake from a bad dream, knowing that you'll be there, and never worry when you're gone because you'll always be in my heart and in my mind when I close my eyes, even when my eyes are wide open.

I see all different kinds of people everyday, and none of them share the same light as you. I wonder why sometimes, but then I tell myself 'if there needs be one angel to spread pure light in a room filled with darkness and succeed, then so be it.'

And you, my love, are my heart, my mind and my soul, and my forever angel. I need not a guardian from before living till after death, because all I need is you.

Stuck in your gaze, choking on words that I might've shared with you, I can't. Pausing every second as my hands feel the keys of the writing machine, I do not care to imagine a world without you. I am not afraid to call you, My Love, when you are not in reality, my love. Oh I wish it were true, I wish to act upon every moment you're near, but my hands stay put in my pockets. And my throat shrivels dry when we faintly brush against each other, I try to hold out my breath, afraid I might make a fool of myself by coughing by trying to sample your fresh, peach perfume. I don't want to feel you, I don't want to hear you, or stand by your scent, and I don't want to see your smile, if it means I live forever and you not.

You are beautiful.
You are elegant.
You are bright.
You are special.
You are talented, in your day, and in your dreams.
You are fragile. You are delicate.
You are always, on any gloomy day of grey, smiling.
You are noon day, when the sky rains your tears.
You are the stars, the sun, the moon, the world.
You are my world.
You are my world.

You are an Angel.
You are my Love.
And I yours, forever, Landon.

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