pillow thoughts

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it's late and these thoughts

just won't leave my mind

my worst vice of wanting

what cannot be mine

it's only a mindless

dream, i am sure

i can't help but dream

what if i were yours?

we'd lay out supine

in the seats of your car

roll down the roof

and admire the stars

your fingers would curl

themselves around mine

i'd look over at you

and lose track of time

your fingers trace patterns

on the back of my hand

in front of our eyes

the fireflies dance

in summer we dive

into shimmering pools

dance to old records

pretending we're cool

the sun rises slow

i like you in this light

i save this memory

for a cold, lonely night

my head rests on your shoulder

and i fall asleep

to wake from a dream

that you were mine to keep

because i do know

that when you close your eyes

the innocent blue ones

that you see aren't mine

you won't take me out

on cool midnight drives

my heart will beat faster

but you won't know why

i'll want to tell you

but i'll write it instead

because most my thoughts are

better left unsaid

those thoughts will just have

to stay in my mind

they're just wistful ramblings

for another lifetime.

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