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I will follow you into the dark - Frerard

Inspired by : Death cab for Cutie - I will follow you into the dark
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Gerard POV
Love of mine, someday you will die
But I'll be close behind and I'll follow you into the dark

I was at the Hospital. I've been sitting here for at least 3 hours. When the hospital called me I made my way here as fast as I could.. and now I have to wait. It's probably my 7th cup of coffee that I'm drinking at the moment since I've been here. An hour later, a man, probably the doctor, walked up to me. "Mr. Way?" He said into the waitingroom. "That's me." I said. "I see you're here for Frank Iero." He said reading it off of a paper attached to a clip board. "Yes.. Is he okay?!" I asked. The doctor nod his head yes, I never felt that relieved before. "Can I see him?" I asked. The doctor hesitated "Only family members.. I'm sorry, sir." "I am his family. We are engaged, I need to see him! Please!" I said feeling a tear running down my cheek. At the end I was allowed to see him. The doctor brought me to his room and what I saw left me speechless. Frank was in a coma. After the doctor left the room I started crying even more.

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark

I took Frank's hand into mine and looked at the sleeping beauty. Not like the fairytale he was just sleeping and beautiful as he always is. I tightned the grip onto Frank's hand and kneeled down besides the hospital bed. I layed my head on top of our hands and cried, I couldn't help but cry. I love him and seeing him laying here makes me feel like I couldn't breath. "Frankie.. I don't know if you can hear me." I said between sobs. "..but please come back to me."

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
And illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

It was the next day after the nurse told me that I had to leave yesterday. I went straight to Franks room. "Hey Frankie.." I started. "The nurse told me, that I should only talk to you about positive stuff, yesterday." I smiled sadly and took the chair, that was now standing beside Frank's bed, and took his hand into mine. "It's so unbelievable. How can you be in a coma and still be that beautiful?" I giggled a bit.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me,
Son, fear is the heart of love, so I never went back

"You know, I just thought about how we met." Frank was now a week in the hospital. "You were new at this private school I was on. Someone called me faggot and you stood up for me without hesitation. "Homophobia is Gay."" I laughed a bit. "I still don't get why you did that, but the fact that you did made me who I am. I love you so much. I hope you'll wake up soon, because I really want to be able to call you my husband. Gerard Iero.. or maybe Frank Way? We still have so much planning stuff to do.." I said day dreaming about finally marrying the man that I love.

You and me we've seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes are all worn down.

"Do you remember how we always wanted to travel arround a lot?? We still haven't done that." I said. It has been 4 weeks now, since the accident happened. I kissed the back of his hand softly and started rubbing my thumb over the area I just had kissed. "I miss you so much Frankie.. I know I'm not supossed to talk about sad stuff.. but I really miss you.. I just want you here.. with me.. Without you I am nothing.. I need you Frankie.. please come back to me.." I hadn't realized how much I had been crying until I finished talking.

The time for sleep is now
But it's nothing to cry about
'Cause we'll hold each other soon in the blackest of rooms

I went to the Hospital once again, still feeling a bit dizzy because of what I just did.. or tried to do. I went over to Frank, who was still sleeping peacefully.. I took his hand into mine und squeezed it weakly. "Frank.. I.." I could say that... I couldn't tell him that I almost killed myself so insted of telling him I just sat there being quiet. All of a sudden I felt a light and weak squeeze at my hand. I looked up at Frank and saw how he tried to open his eyes.

I got a doctor and was meant to wait in the waiting room.. AGAIN. After an half hour or so the doctor brought me to Frank's room and I saw Frank who was being awake, but still looked a bit dizzy. "We had to give him strong drugs to lower the pain that he had.. he could be a bit fuddled." I nod my head yes and went over to my fiancé. "Hey sleeping beauty." Frank's eyes widden and he smiled at me. "Gee." He just said, sounding high. "I heard what you said.. I thought you should know." He spoke up again. I took his hand and he gave mine a small squeeze. "What did you want to say?" He asked. "That's not important anymore.." I whispered. "Gerard. Guess what you lil' fuck, it is important." He said, being completely serious. I giggled. "You are just way too cute." He rolled his eyes at me and laughed a bit. Frank looked at me again. I know what he wanted to hear. "Frank.. it's really not that important since you are awake now.." I stood up and kissed him.. I missed that so much. "I missed your sweet lips babe." He whispered and caused me to giggle. "Thank you Frankie.." I whispered. "For what?" He asked, looking at me confused. "For making me the happiest man alive." I said.

He blushed a bit. "You know it's imposible that you are the happiest man alive.. that place is already taken.." He went with his fingers though my hair. "By?" I asked. "Me. You don't know how much I love you, Gerard Arthur Way."
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A/N: So first of all: This is my first english book and I personally think my english is bad. BUT I HOPE YOU LIKED IT ANYWAAAYS haha!! :3