Oneshot Book

Take me to church - Frerard

Inspired by : Take me to church - Hozier
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Frank POV

My lover's got humour
She's the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval
I should've worshipped her sooner
If the Heavens ever did speak
She is the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday's getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week
'We were born sick, ' you heard them say it
My church offers no absolutes
She tells me 'worship in the bedroom'
The only heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you
I was born sick, but I love it
Command me to be well
Amen, Amen, Amen

Today wasn't really my best day. I woke up and I felt depressed as fuck, for some unknown reason. I heard a knock on my door and opened it. It was my boyfriend. "Hey Gee." I said and hugged him tightly. "Hey Frankie." He said and caused me to laugh a bit. "Happy 7 years." He said smiling and kissed me. "Happy 7 years." I replied. Today was our 7 year anniversary.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Gerard smiled at me and took me to the park. He took my hand and we laid down on the grass. The last time we went here, was when we had our first kiss. It was so fucking cheesy, but I still loved it. He snuggled his head into my chest and I played with his hair. I looked into the sky and stared at the clouds. "You know.. this cloud right over there.. kinda looks like a dog." I said. Gerard giggled a bit. "And this one looks like you." He pointed onto the direction of a small cloud. "Does it?" I raised an eyebrow at him. "Yeah it's so cute and small. It really looks like you." He said and then started laughing.

If I'm a pagan of the good times
My lover's the sunlight
To keep the Goddess on my side
She demands a sacrifice
To drain the whole sea
Get something shiny
Something meaty for the main course
That's a fine looking high horse
What you got in the stable?
We've a lot of starving faithful
That looks tasty
That looks plenty
This is hungry work

"You know, I was actually kinda depressed this morning. I have no idea why or anything, but I was.. as chessy as it sounds until you knocked my door." I said, so silently, that my voice was only above a whisper. But what I didn't know is that the older boy, fell asleep on top of me.. which means that he didn't even hear my heart warming story.

No masters or kings when the ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
Only then I am human
Only then I am clean
Amen, Amen, Amen

Instead of looking into the sky, I now looked at my boyfriend and then I just looked arround a bit. An old cupple walked past us and looked at us judginly. I rolled my eyes and looked at Gerard again. We live in the 21st century, why is it still so bad to love who you love?  I went through Gerard's hair and smiled a bit. You know what, fuck them all, I love him, he makes me happy and I still don't know why I deserved him. He makes me feel less like that depressed piece of trash that I am and more like an actual human.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Gerard woke up and looked arround. He seemed to be confused until he saw me. "How long have I been sleeping?" He asked. "Only 30 minutes or an hour.." I laughed. "Sorry it's just, I was so excited yesterday, that I couldn't sleep." He said. "No excuse needed, honey." I laughed again. I sat up, what caused him to raise his head off of my chest. We now sat besides each other. I searched for a very important item that I put into my jeans before leaving my house. I shuffled arround pretty awkwardly until I kneeled besides Gerard. "Gee, we've been dating for the past 7 years.. those 7 years were the best of my life. I love you so so much and I can't imagine a life without you anymore. So I wanted to ask you.. Gerard Arthur Way.." I pulled out a black little box and opened it. "Will you marry me?" I said. He didn't say anything, he just looked at me in disbelief before he started to laugh. I was now damn nervous... why is he laughing? He grabbed with one of his hands into the pocket of his jacket, only to pull out a black little box. He opened it and revealed a silver ring. "I'll count that as a yes." I laughed and kissed him. He put the ring onto my ringfinger and I put the other ring onto his. "I love you.. so much." He said. "I love you so much more." I said kissing him once again.

Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life