Oneshot Book

The Village - Rikey

~In which Mikey is FTM Transgender~
Inspired by : Wrabel - The Village
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Mikey POV

No, your mom don't get it
And your dad don't get it
Uncle John don't get it
And you can't tell grandma
'Cause her heart can't take it
And she might not make it

"Maddy, Gerard come downstairs. Dinner is ready." My mom yelled for me and my big brother Gerard. I went downstairs and sat down in front of my plate. "Sweety.. why can't you dress a bit more female?" My mom looked at my baggy jumper and my sweatpans. BECAUSE I AM A BOY. "She doesn't have to go anywhere so why would she dress up?" My brother joined the conversation. Only he and my boyfriend Ray know about me being trans. My parents just wouldn't understand and I don't feel ready to come out to Frank and Bob.

They say, "don't dare, don't you even go there
Cutting off your long hair
You do as you're told"
Tell you, "wake up, go put on your makeup
This is just a phase you're gonna outgrow"

"Mom?" I asked. I planned to come out for a long time, but maybe I could just ask for short hair first? There are girls rocking short hair, it doesn't have to be a boy thing. "Yes sweety?" She replied. "I wanted to ask you somerhing.." I was hella nervous. "What's it Maddy?" She asked and looked at me. "I wanted to know.. if I could.. you know.. maybe cut my hair short?" I stuttered. My mom looked at me. "No way sweety." She said. "You will look like a boy." THAT'S THE THING. I tried to hold back my tears. "That's what I want.." I breathed. "Oh hunny.. in less then a year you will regrett cutting it. You will regrett it when your first boy crush comes, the latest." She said. I ran upstairs, threw myself onto my bed and started crying into my pillow.

There's something wrong in the village
In the village, oh
They stare in the village
In the village, oh
There's nothing wrong with you
It's true, it's true
There's something wrong with the village
With the village
There's something wrong with the village

I grabbed my phone and texted Ray if I could come over and he said yes. I went downstairs to my mom. "Mom.. Imma go over to Ray." I said. "Okay, just be home before its dark outside." I nod and put on my black converse. I started walking and pulled the hood of my jumper over my head. When I arrived at Ray's I knocked the door twice and hugged him as he opened it.

We went to his room and sat down on his bed. "You look like you had being crying Mikes.. What's wrong?" He asked. "My mom forbit me to cut my hair.." I said. "I'm so sorry Mikey.." He said hugging me. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I let out a moan of frustration. "There is nothing wrong with you.." He tried to calm me down. "Everything is.. Why can't I just be normal??" I cried out. "Mikey. You are normal.. At least depending on gender. Being normal is so borring man." I let out a small giggle. He gave me a small kiss and I snuggled into his shirt.

"Also I have a surprise for you.." Ray said. I looked at him and he stood up. He opened his dresser and gave me a little package. "For my beautiful boyfriend." He sat down besides me and gave me the package. "GC2B.. Ray is that what I think it is??" I asked. "Well.. It depends on what you think." I giggled a bit. "Is this a binder?" I asked. "Yep. I didn't want to risk my boyfriend hurting himself with ace bandages or so." "Omg Ray you are the best." I kissed him and hugged him very tightly. "Thank you so much."

Feel the rumors follow you from Monday all the way to Friday dinner
You got one day of shelter, then it's Sunday hell to pay, you young lost sinner

I went to school and stoped at Ray's house to walk with him to school together. Ray smiled as he walked out the door and saw me waiting. He gave me a small kiss and we started walking hand in hand. "I see your wearing the binder I gave you." He said looking at my chest. I nod and we walked the rest of the way to school.

I walked through the hall and it felt like everyone's eyes are glued on me. "Is she binding?" I heard a girl whispering to her friend. "Oh look at her.. I didn't think she was a tranny though." I swallowed down my tears and made my way to class.

Well I've been there, sitting in that same chair
Whispering that same prayer half a million times
It's a lie though buried in disciples
One page of the Bible isn't worth a life

I walked over to Gerard's room. I knocked the door twice waiting for him to answere. "Come in." He said and I walked in. "Oh hey Mikey. I thought you were mom or dad." I laughed a bit. "Gee.. Can I talk to you?" I asked. He nod "Sure." "I think I wanna come out.." I said. "That's great!" Gerard seemed being happy. I grined and hugged him. "Can you.. You know.. Come with me so you'll be there while I'll come out." He nod "Of course." And walked downstairs with me.

We went to the living room, where both, my mom and my dad were. "Mom, Dad? May I talk to you about something really important?" I asked. "Sure sweety, what's it?" My mom said. I took Gerard's hand and held it tightly. He squeezed it and I took a deep breath. Please be okay with that.. "Mom.. Dad.. I'm trans. I am a boy." I said and felt relieved until I saw their faces. "Maddy.." My Mom started. "It's Mikey.." I said. "No it's Maddy. You know that if we would support you we would go to hell, right?" I couldn't believe my ears. "Do you really pick a paige in the bible over your own child?!" Gerard asked angrily.

"Gerard, You go to your room and Maddy..." "Mikey." I Interrupted. ".. You better leave this house." I looked at her the same way as Gerard did. I left the room, got my phone and made my way to the door. "I'm so sorry Mikey.." Gerard hugged me tightly. "It's not your fault.. I will just stay with Ray and hope that they will change their minds." I said and left the house I used to call home.

There's something wrong in the village
In the village, oh
They stare in the village
In the village, oh
There's nothing wrong with you
It's true, it's true

I took out my phone, wiped a tear away and called Ray. "Hey Mikes." He answered. "Hay.. can I come over??" I sniffed. "Mikey.. Are you crying??" He asked. I nod. "You know I can't see it when you nod, right?" I laughed a bit. "I'll be there in 10, okay?" I asked. "Sure thing."

I now was at Ray's. He opened the door and we went to his room. "What happened Mikey??" He hugged me and I told him everything. "..so I hoped I could maybe crush here for a while?" I asked. "Of course you can, babe." I blushed a bit. We laid down onto the bed and I snuggled into his Tshirt. "I love you, Ray." I said, being a bit nervous of his answere. "I love you too, Mikey." He said and kissed the top of my head.

There's something wrong with the village
With the village
There's something wrong with the village

There's something wrong in the village
In the village, oh
They stare in the village
In the village, oh
There's nothing wrong with you
It's true, it's true
There's something wrong with the village
With the village
There's something wrong with the village
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A/N: I still am really bad at writing but anyways. Here's a new one shot :3 I hope you like it :)