(You guys should be able to tell by the title but warning the feels)
River sat there her legs numb due to lack of movement her arms lost all feeling as the chains that kept her binded to the wall were far to tight and were cutting all circulation off form wrists her head was down as she cried
She didn't know what else to do anymore
So she cried
She could not see the state she was in currently but by the pain all over her body she knew it wasn't good and razzar was making sure she'd knew that everyday now he would come in explain in detail how pathetic she looked how wounded she was and then he would re open her scabbed over wounds or wounds that were starting to heal over and if river flinched in pain
I well
New wound for him to continue to torcher her with
So she sat there crying
Crying for her family
For her friends
Her team
Her love
Her fallen ones
But not once
Not ever once
Did she cry for herslef
She heard the door open and knew it was one in two people it was razzar coming to torcher her or tigerclaw coming to say how sorry he was only to be ignored
But one problem with that
Tiger only came after razzar so that ment
"How's my favourite pet doing today" he growls
River stayed quiet not moving her head at all
Razzar growls she knew he hatted being ignored by now but he continued to aggravate him
He grabs her cheeks in his claws and viscously rips at the skin causing four long lines from just above her eyes to her chin to be made as river scream out in pain
"Still believe I can't break you" he growls
He asked her this everyday and she would usually have ignored him but
"No" she whimpers out
Razar whips his head around to look at her in shock
"You" she whimpers "you broke me along time ago" she shivers "I just didn't give you the pleasure of knowing it"
Razar growls darkly and a heart shattering scream echoes through the evil lair of the shredder
Tiger hears this and run towards the jail the closer he gets the louder the crying gets as he jumps o all fours and bursts into the room to see on the floor a broken scared crying river with a massive reopened scar across her eyes
"No" tigers eyes wilt as his mind flashes back to the scene where he betrayed river and accidentally caused her to lose her sight
Tiger crawled over to her and nuzzled her cheek as she shoved him away
"Stay away" she screams more tears falling
Tiger claw looks at her sadly as he pulls her flat on his chest and she begins screaming
"No no!!! Stay away!!!! Get away from me!!!" River screams at him as she points her fists onto his chest
Tiger claw winces as he hears her words and fells her pounding and trashing stop as she grips onto his fur tightly
"I'll never forgive you" she sobs out he gave in his chest as she cries repeating those four words
"I'll never forgive you, I hate you!!" She yells as she she then begins to cry again her body shaking form pain all her wounds bleeding onto tigerclaws fur
(Flashback)
"Hay tiger" little river asks looking at the young tiger
"Yes riverlilly?" He asks
She looks up at him "you'll always be there for me right?" She asks
Tiger claw nods
"And you'll never leave me alone right!?"
"Nu uh never!" Tigerclaw smiles
"And you'll never hurt me?" She smiles standing in front of him
He shakes his head no
"Pink promise?" She smiles
Tigerclaw smiles and links his pinky with hers "pinky promise"
(Flashback over)
River continued to cry into his chest as he just sat there holding her close her blood now sticking to his fur badly as he began to worry for her health
He runs his thumb over a wound on her hip and she flinches away in pain but stays in his hold
"What have they done to you riverlilly" he whimpers as he berries his face into her shoulder
River remained silent as she continued to simply cry she continued to cry long after she past out from blood loss she continued to cry while tiger claw cleaned her wounds and long after he left
But she never once cried for herself
She was crying for no one now
Who was she now
I don't know if even she knew the answer to that
(TBC)
