i felt every bone break from the beatings of this life
my lungs filled with salt water
and my heart refusing to do its job
my brain that was once filled with countless thoughts and questions has now only one thought left
I'm tired
i am drowning but not that deep yet
i look up and see the light slowly fading but i refuse to swim back up
i want to but i can't
i want to but i think im better this way
I've had enough
i am drowning
and drowning further into the deepest down to the home of sea monsters and unknown creatures
each time i drown into this vast emptiness
i lose the chance to reach the beauty of the universe
i wish nothing but to hold the stars above, shining
and i thought to myself maybe if i touch one of those
it could also give me even a little amount of light to be able to shine too
