Chapter 4: If I loved You

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I woke up with a smile on my face knowing what happened last night. I never planned for it to go so far as it did but I could'nt deny him. I love him after all. My Erik. I got dressed and went looking for him since he was'nt in the bed. I expected him to be at the organ but I was wrong the only thing there was the monkey. Then I knew. He was gone. I broke down in tears as I headed back to the mansion. Thankfully no one was awake yet so I climbed into the bed as if I had been there all along, that nothing happened last night. Oh God why could'nt I have stayed here!? Were he cannot hurt me now he leaves me with even more pain then before. And today is suppose to be the happiest day of my life and instead it is the worst day of my life. I have to marry Raoul now otherwise there is no future for me. I'm scared.

What should I do pappa?
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"Do you Christine Elizabeth Daaé take Raoul Vicompte De Chaney to be your husband to love him, comfort him in sickness and in death as long as you both shall live?" My heart stoped for a second until I said the word that changed my life forever.

"I do"

Today I married Raoul and all I could think of was Erik.

Longing to tell you but afraid and shy
I let my golden chances pass me by
Now I've lost you and you never will know, how I loved you. How I loved you..

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