As i awoke i found my self naked still and atop of him. looked up to see his face sleeping so peacefuly when sudenly he awoke and fliped me on the bottom and befor i could do anything i was locking into a kiss. realiated and he moved his a\hand about me seacrhing deparlty for any thing that would make me moan then suddeny i felt his so soon erection near my entracne it made me moan. he removed his lips and smirked showing his fang and thrust into my not ready opening. the pain hurt but i don't know why but i did't want to remove it. felt my walls reajust to make room for his erection he began to pump the pain was mixed with sligth plessure. i had no clue what was going on i don't know it i was rape or not but ienjoyed it. someones very agresive today i said as he looked down and placed his hand upon my face and smieked. this was't like him but i enjoyed this attitude from him. as he thrusted harder the pain begna going away as i became full of plessure. he sucked on my neck as he lower torso did all the work.i moned quitly trying to keep it in. he looked down at me i love u he smirked. i meet his gaze and said the same word back to him. as the bed began to shake it was in sync with his every movment. as he took his skeltal hand and rubed the tip of his fingers down my body sent chills down my spine. and all of a sudden he stoped thrusting and a relesed his liqued insdie of me. when he went to pull out i stoped him and said keep it in there i want to fell u. as we sat there if felt good and finaly i alwed hi to pull out. i tooked at the time and quickly got up and dressed my slef. he quickly got dreesed and we undid the make shift budles that were supose to kep us locked in ther that hannah made but we quickly left. as we made our way to teh trianing tent. i found hannah and snake as joker followed me now why did u do that i scrolled her. but befor i could begin i herd a yell from behind me. boss! i herd and dagger came running twords us waving his arms at us. once he aproched us he stoped for a minute to brethet. i got a new thing for us to try for after thehsow he said with his smile. i got us fireworks he say as he reavled a big crate of them behind us. i smiled and told joker that would be a good ideal to do. he smiled at dagger and said we can try them after todays performance we will sell extra tickets for the fireworks show after he said as he placed his arm around me. as dagger took his leave i turned back to hannah and snake. now were was i as i pointed at her. now why did u do that i yelled. it's the least i could do for my big sis she smiled. i told u not to be caugth up in my personal realtionships i yelled again. we acording to snake u guys were having a good time she said trying not to laugh. god dam u hannah i said blushing as i grabed joker shoulder and walked away. i sat in the corrner and sat there and drug joker next to me. i looked over and asked joker what was that about this morning i said looking at him. how should i know i just felt a stange lust and i needed to ful fill it he said looking at the ground. i placed my hand against his face and moved so he could look at me. i moved my body closer and placed my head on his shoulder. i sat there and watched the performers training. u know im going to have to leve soon i whisperd into his ear. he stood up imdenaly and looked at me surpirzed. im bound by contract to ciel phantomhive and im going to haev to return or they will come and get me i saidkissing him on the cheek. hi emotions were in shock what he said looking sad and depressed. i told him not to worrie about me beacuse im going to try to brek and cancle the contract and hopefuly return. as i stood up to head back to the tent to go grab my thing he grabed my arm and locked me into a tigth emrace. i sat there for awhile and cryyed as he did the same. after i went to go get my things i walked twords him and locked him in a embrace and tryed not to cry i broke it and looked up on him and told him i will be back but i don't know when keep the circus here till i return as i kissed him with every once of love i had for him. i waved good bye and took a horse back to the manor. (a/n) sorry for short chapeter
