Woke up in the morning only thinking about him, such a creep I am…
At night, I decided to call Ray to check on her and tell her what happened yesterday!
I went to get my phone and dialed her number, after three rings she picked her phone.
“-My favorite person in the world!!” I began to speak in a very optimistic mood.
“-What’s up with your mood? You’ve started to take extra pills? Calm down a little!” She giggled.
I told her everything that happened yesterday, she seemed (and of course) very content that she could’ve cry.
“-He’s your wonderwall then.” She nodded.
“-What’s a wonderwall?” I asked her.
“-Wonderwall is someone that you’re fantasying about and that got an influence on you. Don’t say you love him”
Before I could’ve even thought in a response to her, I kept starring at the wall unconditionally. My eyes were wide open so as my mouth. Bouche bée.
“-First I don’t love I like him an-“
“-Doesn't sound so to me.” And here comes Ray and her days by interrupting me while I speak. I hate this habit.
“-If you’re wrong just admit it.” She continued with a little whisper.
I still didn’t reply to her.
“-Anyways you’re coming for Christmas...? Hello? Ray? You still on the line?”
“Yes, yes. But I just got to say that I won’t-“
Be able to come, I didn’t listen to her but I kept thinking that in my head that I missed her so much.
A long conversation was between us until Ray was trying to find a way to come home for Christmas, but it’s still a no. Finally we hung up our phones. Half an hour Rylie, couldn’t we get it longer?
I was trying to find a positive thought in my head…
“-You’re going to see him tomorrow…” said the head voice.
“-Don’t you ever sleep?” I replied
“-I am you in the parallel world.” She replied ironically.
“-I’m still a creep even in the parallel world.”
But somehow she was right, damn still thinking about but No. Focus on throwing him for piranhas!
***
Two weeks passed and Christmas is less than 4 days away, the thought that Ray won’t come and I’ll spend my first Christmas alone without her still hunts me…
I stopped Luke to talk with him a little about our stupid studies just when Adam came in.
“-You guys are invited to come over my house today for a sleepover!” Said Adam and he was in a pretty good mood.
“-People usually start a conversation by saying hello.” Replied Luke.
“-Hey guys! How are you? Fine? Good, you’re invited to come over to my house today for a sleepover!”
“-Who’s coming?” I asked him.
“-Actually…No one if you won’t come.”
“-What happened?” Said Luke.
“-Oh no nothing, just some walked away when I told them, some before I can even finish my sentence, not to tell you about those who gave me that disgusted look!” And he seemed very happy while saying it.
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Ficțiune adolescențiCopyright - All Rights Reserved Dec 15, 2013 "I want to love you but I don't know if I can." this was Eliotte Rey thinking if she can love Luke even thought she can't let herself to love someone...