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Jaemin's POV

JiEun suddenly leaned her head on my shoulder. I looked at her and she's now asleep. I smiled and carried her on my back. "Where are you guys going?" Serim asked.

"JiEun's asleep. I'll put her in her tent." Serim nodded and I walked back to our circle. I placed her carefully in her tent. I took my camera and took a picture of her. "Cute."

I brushed some hair off her face. When I reached her eyes, it was wet. She's crying. "J-Jaemin.." She said. I didn't answer. "Jaemin, I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for breaking your heart.. You don't deserve me.."

I looked at her. "I'll forgive you if you explain it yourself, JiEun." I said and closed her tent.

Since I can't do anything and I don't want to play truth or dare anymore, I went to my tent and drowned myself im my thoughts.

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(A/N: lets not bother nana. Hes thinking :3 xD)

JiEun's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night. When I looked around, everyone was asleep. I looked at the pool near the waterfall. Let me just get my feet wet.

I sat on a rock and let my feet feel the cold water. The moon is still bright and you can clearly see things around you.

I later returned to our circle and saw Jaemin sitting near a bonfire. He was cooking a marshmallow in a stick. "Hey." I called him. I sat on a wood near him and also got a marshmallow.

"You're awake?" He asked. I rolled my eyes. "Duh. Isn't it obvious? I'm literally talking to you." I said and ate the marshmallow and got another one.

"Yeah. Sorry." I looked at him and he only has a fake smile. My tears started to fall down. Shit, what's wrong with me? I put the end of the stick on the ground and wiped my tears.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Jaemin asked worriedly and placed his stick in the ground, like mine. He cupped my cheeks and let me face him. My tears kept on streaming down my face. "I-I don't know. I just.. c-cried.."

Jaemin hugged me and rubbed my back. "Yah, stop crying." He looked at me and wiped my tears. No matter how he wipe it off, it keeps streaming down. "Don't look at me, I look ridiculous." I said and looked away.

"But seriously, why did you cry?" Jaemin asked and held my cheeks once again to face him. "W-When you said 'yeah, sorry', it was cold. I looked at you and you only placed a.. fake smile-- Please don't be like that.." My tears were dropping in my lap.

"I also get sad, you know that."

"But I'm not used to it. Hate me but I really love the way you smile. I know I kept telling you that but I want you to know that Ahn JiEun, your friend, said it. Not as Ahn JiEun, your girlfriend."

Jaemin didn't speak and only looked at me. "If I was the reason of those fake smiles, show them to me because I deserve them. I deserve all hate from this world for breaking a heart like yours. Hate me, Jaemin. Punch me, I don't hella care. I broke you.." I said and hugged my knees.

"I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything.." I whispered. I felt Jaemin hugged me. "Hey.." He called. I raised my head and he held my chin. "I'll forgive you.. Unless you speak." He placed a little smile which made my tears stop.

He leaned in and kissed my forehead. "Are you done crying?" He said and chuckled, showing his toothpaste commercial like-teeth. "Ugh, stop." I said and looked away. My cheeks rose up, making me smile.

"Oh, you're smiling now?" He said and widened his smile. "Yah!" He tickled me. "Where's your weak spot again? Ah, here." He tickled me in the sides. "Yah! Stop! We might wake them up." I said and held his hands.

"Wait.." He stopped and looked at me with a dirty expression. "What do you mean?" He asked and smirked. I blushed and ran my way towards my tent. "Goodnight! Sleep tight! Sweet dreams!" I was going to sleep but he called me again.

"You forgot something!" I looked at him questionly. "See you in my dreams." And he winked. My blush reddened even more. "Yeah, night!" I closed my tent and covered my face with my pillow and screamed.

That's how we say good night at each other when we're still us. Ugh, I'll definitely see him in my dreams. I closed my eyes while there is a smile on my lips.

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"JiEun, wake up!" Someone opened my tent and came to wake me up. "Pikachuuuuu~"

"Haechan?" I asked and opened my eyes. It is Haechan. "Good morning, Pikachu~. Dreamt of me?" He asked. I shook my head. "Maybe Serim did." I replied. "Ooh, you're tough."

"Of course, I'm Pikachu." I said and slept again. "Yah.." He didn't speak for minutes and later I felt someone carry me. "OH MY GOD!"

"Good morning!" Haechan greeted me. He's not the one who's carrying me but.. Jaemin?! I was facing Jaemin's back and Jaemin is holding me by my legs. "Let's go!" Haechan said.

"Wait, what are you--" I didn't finish on what I was saying because Jaemin threw me in the water. The seven of them joined me and threw water at me. "Hey! I just woke up. What the hell!"

"Shit. No!" I heard Serim scream. Haechan was carrying her like Jaemin did to me. He also threw Serim in the water. "Ready to run, Toothless." Mark said and we laughed.

"Nah. She won't do that to me." He jumped in the water. When Serim's face came out of the water, Haechan almost closed their gap between them and their lips barely touched. Serim pushed Haechan in the water.

"Fuck you." Serim raised her middle finger. "Chill, Boss." Haechan said. "Oh, I hate you people. I just want to sleep--"

Jaemin carried me towards the waterfall and let the water hit me. "It'll wake you up." Jaemin said and smiled. I smiled.. because he did.

We looked at our friends who's surrounding the floating Mark. They're like in a cult. Jaemin and I just observed them.

I rubbed my eyes. "But really, I'm still sleepy." I was going to close my eyes but Jaemin blew at it. "Hey!" I said and pushed him.

"Hey, lovebirds--"

"EXCUSE ME????" I glared at Haechan. "I mean-- just come here, Pikachu and Nana!" He said and motioned us to go to their place.

It was the best camping trip in my life.

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