Where Have You Been? [Destiel]

Chapter 8

"Dean," I whispered. We were still out in the hallway. Jo was probably wondering what was going on outside. "We've known each other for two weeks."

"Haven't you ever heard of love at first sight?" he asked me. I had no answer. He continued, "When I sat down next to you on that plane, I knew you were something special. That's why I gave you my phone number."

I was still silent.

Dean made me make eye contact with him. "Honestly, I figured you wouldn't feel the same way. I just want you to know how I feel about you, and I love you. I am completely in love with you, Cas," he said. Oh God, I had no idea what to say. No one besides my family had ever told me that they love me. I didn't think it would happen that day. I figured it was best to tell him the truth.

"Dean, I really, really like you. And I want to be with you. I want to watch old comedies and be in your arms all day, but I don't want to tell you something that isn't true."

"Yeah, I get that," he said with a smirk. His smirks were the worst; they made you want to kiss him and do everything to him. That one smirk pushed me over the edge and I smashed my face into his, quite ungracefully. The kiss was long and quiet and meaningful. Those were my favorite kisses from Dean. He held my waist as I cupped my hands around his face.

"Do you wanna come over to my dorm? Benny's out tonight," Dean said.

"Yes," I replied. "We should probably tell Jo we're leaving." I tried to open the door to my room, but it was locked. No keys. So I knocked. Jo answered it, of course. Her face was stuffed with chips, a bottle of soda in one hand, a remote in the other. Captain America: The Winter Soldier was playing in the background.

"I'm not even gonna ask," Jo said with a twinkle in her eye. She smiled when we informed her that we were going to his place.

"Can... can I stay here and finish my movie?" she asked politely, as if I'd say no.

"Of course," I told her, laughing. "Stay here and watch all the movies, if you'd like."

"Yesss," she replied, holding the s.

We walked the short distance to Dean's room. Dean held my hand the whole way there. He would always be slightly in front of me; he looked back every once in a while, making sure I was still present. He kept smiling at me.

When we got to Dean's door, he pulled out his keys to unlock it and he barged in, taking me with him. He made sure to close the door before lightly shoving me against the wall, pinning me down so I couldn't get out of his grip.

"I'm gonna tell you I love you until I can't anymore," he whispered, practically into my mouth. He never stopped, that boy. Never stopped telling me that he loved me. Even when he stopped.

"Are you really?" I replied. I liked that he kept informing me on how he felt. It made me feel special even though I didn't quite feel the same way about him. Only then did it occur to me that maybe I did.

Dean kissed me and kissed me until we got tired of standing and made our way over to the couch, where we kissed even more. I guess we just couldn't get enough of each other.

I kept thinking about if I loved him or not. I didn't want to tell him something that wasn't true, but I honestly couldn't think of one thing that I didn't like about him.

"Do you want to watch some TV?" he asked me. This brought me back to reality.

"Yeah." We finally decided on a weird Netflix Original, which wasn't our best choice. We didn't care, though. We just made out the whole time.

Finally, I gave up on kissing and I snuggled up against his chest with him arm around me.

"I love you," he said again. "I am madly in love with you." He said it more to himself than to me. The way the words flew off of his tongue; they way he let me cuddle against him even though he was probably sitting in a super awkward position that made him super uncomfortable; the way he didn't stop trying to get me back until he finally got me back. I knew it. I knew I loved him.

"Dean, I think we have another problem." I paused. "I am also in love with you."

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