A Mind You Must Never Know

Terrified?

I'm scared to love you. I saw you in my dreams again. I saw you in my memories. It felt way too real. What began as a simple conversation, ended with love. 

"Hey, I miss you' runs circles in my mind. We look at each other and we smile that smile, like a secret we share, we both know. 

I wish I could lay my head in your lap and look up at you while you run your fingers through my hair.

It's her home.

Being in his arms is her home.

Sometimes you can't explain what you see in a person. It's.....just the way they take you to a place where no one else can.

My head says 'who cares.' My problem is that I fall in love with words rather than actions. I fall in love with the ideas and thoughts instead of reality. 

I know that looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew that looking back on the laughs would bring tears.

I was drunk on the thought that only love could heal my brokenness. 

I know I'm not the best, but I promise I'll love you with all my heart. I've learned to accept that things change. 

People change. It simple means that you move on and treasure the memories. 

The ones you have and the ones in the making. Worrying is a waste of time. It messes with your mind and steals your happiness. 

Our lives may not have fit together, but ohhh did our souls know how to dance. 

Everything's blurry but the feelings are real. 

The thought of losing you makes my heart ache with pain. Please don't go....and if I do....please come find me.