This is the worst day of my life
Like slitting my thighs open with a knife
Oh how I wish I could do that right now.
But I don't know how.
I threw them away
I'll find another way
To mark my thighs
As a way to remember the times of you and I.
How it left me so broken.
It cannot be forgotten.
I don't want to forget
I'm crying I can't help it.
I can't live without you.
Don't have much time left..only a few.
I dont know where we stand.
Could anybody lend me a hand
Fix my thoughts.
I'm still so caught.
I'll get better
Warm up my cold fingertips with a heater
Wrap up my heart with bandages.
And lock up all bad memories into cages.
Forget about the past.
Make the future last.
Things will get better
Maybe not now but it will later.
I promise.
