It hurts and I'd much rather be shot
Straight In the chest or In the brain
Where all those memories are held
Like I held your hand
That time we kissed in the bathroom
At the movie theater
And I told you I loved you
My first kiss
And now I just feel like ending it all
Becuase this doesnt seem real at all
Cuz sometimes I didnt wanna wake up
And now that's everyday
I cant do this
I cant do this
I cant do this.
Now theres tear drops on the penguin you gave me when we were still together
And he keeps tryna shush me
He says
Baby baby baby itll be alright
But I cant help but miss when you said I'll never leave you're side
I'll be here till the day we die
When our fingers would be laced in golden wedding bands
Those words seem like a dream
Because all I'm living now is a nightmare.
