I wrote an essay to my ex
Told em how I fixed the best
Told em how I fixed the rest
Told em how I was doinOnly because I know they wouldn't read it.
And know one person nows what I've been through but
They don't
Cuz theyll never read it.
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This isnt me
I promise it isnt what you see
I'm tired
Its jus how I was wiredI've been broken
I've been fixed
Ive been taken
I've been mixedI don't expect you to care
I don't expect you to be fair
I know I'm not the best
In fact I know I'm the worstTheir isnt any point in telling me otherwise
Cuz you cant make me realize
I'll do this
I'll play along
But I'll never believe a lie.
I'll go ahead and cry
But I wont believe a lie
I'll be fine
Just leave me be
I'll be okay
Jus gimme time