The Day My Life Changed (Bradley Will Simpson/The Vamps Fan Fiction)

where is she?

please read the A/N at the end, i have a few questions. enjoy the update

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Ami's POV

It had been about 10-20 minutes since we had realised that Georgina had gone missing, we had become very concerned. The boys and they told us to phone the police and that they will be there as soon as possible.

The police turned up with in 5 minutes of us calling them, they came in and got straight to asking questions regarding Gina's disappearance.

"When was the last time you was her?" the male police officer asked he had a very deep voice which kid of took me back at first

"About 10 maybe 20 minutes ago she went to go and get something from her room but didn't return i went up to see if she was okay and realised she was missing" abbie spoke you could hear how worried and concerned she was.The female officer was taking notes of everything we was saying.

"Leading up to her disappearance had she been acting weird or out of character?" the female officer asked she had a sense of warm in her voice like a comforting tone in her voice.

"Well are friend has just past away so she did seem a little out of character but not much she was the one trying to keep all of us happy" i spoke 

They carried on asking us question similar to these asking about family or if we knew where she might of gone.

After about 15- 30 minutes of being questioned by the police they left and said that they will be in contact if they get any new information towards her where abouts and to call them if we any news which could help them find her or if we had any concerns. As we were showing the police to the door the boys turned up. Brad looked distraught, you could see in his eyes a look of worry and that something in him was lost.

Brad's POV

I felt lost.

Alone.

We were sat downstairs in the living room it was quiet, people were talking but that happy fun energy was missing.

"Mate you should go and get some sleep mate" Tristan said whilst placing his hand on my shoulder. Is he serious? my girlfriend is out there missing in the freezing cold and he wants me to go asleep! 

"I'M NOT GOING ASLEEP TILL WE FIND HER" I said trying my best to hide back the tears while shoving Tristan's hand of my shoulder.

"Brad he is right mate" Joe spoke softly from the other side of the room."ye go and sleep in her bed and first thing in the morning we will go out looking for her and handing out fliers." Abbie smiled at me.

I reluctantly got up and headed toward to Gee's room.

i came to an hult outside her room as if i had hit a brick wall i took a deep breathe in and closed my eyes and turned the handle and opened the door, I wished that as soon as i opened my eyes she would be lying there on her bed all safe and sound. To my disappointment she wasn't. The only scent that lingered the room was her signature scent, her all time favourite perfume One Direction Our Moment, It made me choke up and i could feel the tears building up.

Slowly walking over to her bed and sitting down looking around taking it all in the realisation that she is missing started sink in. I know it might seem as if I'm overreacting but if you were in my position you would understand how i actually feel.By the way I'm acting it seems as if shes dead but that's how it feels. Like my other half, my soul mate has just been pronounced dead. despite how cheesy it might sound but it's true. Lied down hugging the spare cushions whilst crying into the others which my head was rested on.

That was it. The first time in months i had cried myself to sleep, never did i think i would be doing this again.

Gee's POV (may be triggering to some people)

I woke up in the middle of the night i turned over expecting to see brad when i seen who it was it wasn't brad at all it was him. Troye. Then i remembered what had happened. I slowly got up trying to not disturb him at all. i walked over to the door of the motel room and tried to open it. it was locked. Brilliant should of guest that one I've watched enough scary movies to predict that one.

The realisation that I'm going to have to run away with troye to keep brad safe made my belly turn. i felt as if its all my fault, i knew i should have never got with him in the first place. the amount to torture he put me through. Suddenly all the feelings I felt then and when i was 15 came rushing back to me. That urge. That dreaded urge. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door i stood in front of the sink ans my eyes started to fill up with tears. i looked up into the mirror. All i could see was a fat bag of disappointment, i felt so alone.

That's when i gave in. I opened the cabinet door and looked for a razor, there was none. I frantically searched in the cabinet under the sink pushig all the shampoos and soaps out of the way.There it was. I found a dissposable razor. i put it on the floor before stamping on it to brake it, i got out one of the blades. 

The sharp cold metal in my hands gave me and odd feeling a mixture of both guilt and pleasure. I placed the could silver metal to the skin on my arm before dragging it across my skin. The blood came oozing out i carried on dragging the razor blade against my skin and again and again till i felt a sense of relief. Here I was back to square one again all thanks to him again. i turned on the cold water and ran the water onto my arm it stung like a bitch, once all the blood had gone i got some tissue and rubbed my arm dry before unlocking the door and making my way back to bed joining that psychopath.

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sorry about the lack of updates I've been busy trying to find a job and getting all my stuff sorted for college and all that  but hopefully i will be updating more frequently.

so as you may know this book is coming to and end so i was wondering what would you like to see happen it the last few chapters? I've got a few ideas but I'd like to know what you think.

Also i was wondering that once this book has finished would you's like  a sequel or a totally new story i was thinking of starting an imagine book. what do you think please let me know.

Last thing i know the end of this chapter could be triggering to people who suffer with self harm, i just wanted to say if you ever need someone to speak to you can always send me a message, I've struggled with my own problems and i know how it feels to not have anyone to talk to that understands how you feel but I'm always here don't worry i don't bite :3

-Georgina xo