5 Days later
Ellie's POV
Today's the day of Leah's funeral. Everyone who ever cared about her was here, it was so horrible.
We all decided it's for the best to have a closed casket ceremony. Her brother Alex her dad and the four boys all carried her casket down the isle. I still couldn't believe my best friend was gone I felt so lost I felt empty but most of of all I feel guilty.
She shouldn't have gone, she had so much going for her. It was ME who turned up radio and distracted her, it's ME who has always just been in the way of everyone, James my mum and dad. I should of gone not Leah. I'm the one who has always wanted to die.ME. Not her!
After the priest finished he called some of us up to do a speech, I was first.
"Leah, has always been such a lovely person and has always been there for me when I've needed her. (By now I'm crying). I couldn't believe the amount of you have turned up and I know that if Leah was here she would be so grateful. Leah was always the quietest but defiantly the most caring and thoughtful" I was crying so much I couldn't carry on.
James came up and hugged me "its okay el" he reinsured me while bringing me back to my seat. After everyone finished their speeches we headed out side to lower her coffin and let her rest at last. Everyone was gathered around, once it had been lowered a few of us threw yellow tulips on her coffin. They are her favourite flower. I looked around at everyone, I looked at her parents and brother when the ceremony was over I went up to them.
"Mr&mrs Donerhue?" I said
"Yes darling?, oh it's you what?!" Mrs Donerhue said while looking me up and down
" oh er I just wanted to say thank you for bringing up such an amazing daughter. She was such a good friend to me" I smiled
" yes, and if it wasn't for you our princess would still be here now please leave us alone!"her dad barked
I nodded and ran back to our car.
I sat there and cried and cried.
Abbie's POV
I went to walk over to Ellie who was talking to Leah's mum and dad, when all of a sudden she just ran away from them in tears. I chased her back to the car were she was sitting in the passenger sit sobbing uncontrollably.
I knocked on the window "El unlock the car please babe, I need to talk to you" I asked her softly
"No just leave me alone" she barked
"El I know your upset and it's a hard time but please open the car so we can talk about it" I needed to know what had just happen El never raises her voice to anyone the only time is when she's extremely hurt. She unlocked the car and turned her back to me, I placed my had on her shoulder.
"El I know your upset but please tell what they said I want to try and help" I begged
"Do you want to know what they said? They just reinforced the fact it was my fault and it alway will be! I'm the wrong one the problem child all I do is cause sorrow and pain for people!" She shouted through her tears. I just pulled her in for a hug and left her to cry on my shoulder for a while
"El it's not your fault, your couldn't of prevented what happened that day or the weeks afterwards"I spoke softly in to her ear while patting and rubbing her back. "Maybe god just needs one of his angles back just for a alittle while"
A few days later
Brads POV
Leah's funeral was the other day. Me her dad brother and the boys all carried her coffin. It was horrible known a person you care about is in a box that's in your hands your power. None of us have been the same, El is the worst it's not helping all this stress it's really bad for her and it's shortening her time she could leave us anytime soon and just join Leah. It wasn't a case we could do anything about. The cancer is terminal. She's going to die. She's a ticking time bomb.
Gee is trying to be her self trying to make everyone laugh keep sprits high, she's also been doing research in best ways to communicate with the dead I think death isn't good for her it turns her abit mental but I still love her I'm learning something new about her everyday and it's making me love her so much more everyday hour minute, second.
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Sorry I haven't updated in like a month I've had the worst writers block ever I just couldn't write anything that's why this chapter it terrible sorry it's the best I can do right now. I'm so busy with school work and up coming test interviews for colleges and everything. So I'll be taking a break from this and be putting it on hold till I can update
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