At connors

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Gina's pov:

When we got to connor's we were only ones there Bradley introduced me to Connor,

Brad:"This is gina"

Connor:"Hello"

Me:"Hii"

Brad:"I hope your okay with me bringing her"

Connor:"no it's okay mate"

Tristan&Sian:"hi Connor"

Connor:"hello come up"

We went into Connors room

It was smaller than mine not as big, we listened to music and watched TED the film. Never laughed so much in my life.

The others turned up, at this point everyone was downstairs except for me and Sian we were reapplying our makeup.

Sian:"Georgina?"

Me:"yeah?"

Sian:" is there something wrong? You seem like there is something on your mind?"

Me:"well....there is this one thing"

Sian:"tell me I'm here for you'

Me:"you know when Tristan shouted for brad?"

Sian:"yeah?"

Me:"well were holding hands but soon as Tristan shouted him he let go and put his hands in his pockets as if he didn't want you and trist to see"

Sian:"are you like boyfriend as girlfriend with brad?"

Me:"no he hasn't asked me why?"

Sian:"he most likely done it because he didn't want Tristan go say anything because trist always over reacts"

Me:"yeah true it just made me feel as if wasn't good enough or something"

At this point I started to cry all I could think about was past feelings from when I was 15 and I had depression. Worthless, not good enough, ugly , fat all these started passing my mind.

Sian:"OMG don't cry (hugging me) you'll wreck your make up. Listen you are good enough you better than good enough your perfect don't ever think like that again "

Me:"It just made me think about back then"

Sian:"What do you mean back then?"

Me:"it doesn't matter, I don't want to drown you in my sorrows"i said while stuttering

Sian:"like I said I'm here for you!"

Me:"well....i was 15 I had depression really bad I don't mean like the depression every teen gets this was really bad, i felt worthless, ugly, fat, not good enough for anyone. i used to self harm once i even cut DIE onto my belly.(at this point sian was starting to cry with sympathy)I hated my life and everything about it especially myself.

me and sian carried on talking for a while when there was a knock at the door it was Leah.

Leah:"guys are you okay in there? you've been in there a while you see?"

Sian:"Oh err yeah be out soon"(Leah walks away and goes back downstairs)"Now listen Gina don't worry I'm sure its not because he didn't want to be seen with you to be honest i think your other thinking the situation, and im sorry to hear that from when you were 15" she resinsured while giving me a massive bear hug.

Me:"Thanks Sian"

Downstairs in the living room all the boys were talking and catching up.

Brad's pov:

James:"so brad what's with you and Gina?"

Me:(starting to blush)"well I really like her "

Connor:"haven't you asked her out, you know made it official?!"

Tristan:"aah had no clue you liked her so much thought is was just a little crush"

Me:"well....I think tonight is the night I ask her to be my girlfriend"

James:"aw look at him blushing"

All the lads piled on top of me felt like a ton of bricks.

Gina's POV:

We were all sitting on the floor in a circle, we were about to play truth or dare.

I was sat next to Sian, Bradley was opposite me I couldn't help but find myself smiling when I looked up to see him every time. we span the bottle to see who was gonna go first it landed on Connor "truth or dare"Tristan asked "eerm truth"connor replied "you are a pussy! at times" James implied "did you have to stand on a box for your first kiss?"

"Ay I might be small but shh and It was a few bricks actually" we all laughed at Connors sarcastic answer.

"Is there anyone in here you fancy"Ella asked

"There is a paticulair someone"he replied with a grin

A hour and a half later at this point we have had a few to drink so we were a bit tipsy

Ami span the bottle it landed on Bradley "eerrr.....what the heck dare"

Ami:"kiss someone"

Brad span the bottle and stopped it with his hand when it was facing me. My heart dropped my stomach was full with butterflies. all i could think was my first kiss would be with the most perfect boy in the world as this throught came into my head his lip had reatched mine

we were kissing when he slipped his tounge in kissing passionatly (sorry if this is too much detail) when James said "ow alright thats enough we want to at least try and keep it PG" breacking us apart. I went bright red.

We sat in the livingroom watching films me and brad were on the floor, Connor and ami were on the sofa , Tristan was sat on the chair with Sian on his lap and Ella and Leah and James were on the three seater couch. we watched paranormal activity and the grudge which both scared the life out of me!

then we watched the notebook . half way through the notebook I decided to go up stairs and sit in the spare bedroom.

I had to think about things I was so confused about brad I liked him he was perfect but I was confused about how he felt, see when we on our way to Connors he seemed as if he had feelings for and when we were playing truth or dare he had a massive grin on his face before kissing me but when we were walking he didn't seem to I'm soo confused

I burst into tears thinking about it when's heard a knock at the door as I wipe away my tears brad came in and caught me.

"OMG! Gina what's up?!" he said as he pulls me into a tight hug.

"IIt's nothing Brad ,jjust forget iit" I said stuttering my words

"No there's something tell me you can trust me!"

"Can't tell you, just leave me please"

Brad put his head down and went to walk out when....

Brad's POV

I noticed gina getting up half way through the film which made me question but I presumed he was going the toilet

I carried on watching the film I checked to see what time it was then I realised it had been too long so I went up to see we're she is

I knocked on the spare. Bedroom door walked in and I seen he sitting there wiping a tear away I ran up to her and asked her what was wrong but she wouldn't tell me and told me to leave her so I went to walk out feeling heartbroken I love this girl so much she doesn't realise when I first seen her I got butterflies. I hated seeing her like this

I thought if Theres ever a time to tell her it has to be now so I turned around and and said

"Gina, I can't help keeping from you anymore I .....I"

"WHAT IS IT BRAD!"

"I LOVE YOU! I HAVE EVER SINCE THE FIRST MOMENT I SEEN YOU"

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