You woke up at five am to Steven shuffling in his sleep. You yawn and stretch your legs humming as you did so, you then looked at the still sleeping boy with a small smile. This always happens when you had sleep overs, you woke up first due to someone, Amethyst, getting a midnight snack or Steven shuffling. You took a a deep breathe before yawning. You grabbed your phone from your pocket, which you forgot it was there and checked your messages.
"oh shit...6 from peridot....Whoops." You mumble, you use your other hand to mess with Stevens hair while you read the text.
(I don't have a phone, please cut me some slack)You wince at the messages feeling guilty for worrying her, you quickly responded.
You saw you had a text from a Unknown number, your only idea for who it could be was Lapis, seen as Peridot gave her, your number. You began reading the message.
"Ouch....but true." You mumble to yourself, you felt sick, you knew she was right. You don't deserve Peridot, you are a shitty friend, you can't do shit, you should have just stayed with your ..guardians. You shouldn't think this why but you can't stop it, the truth hurts. You feel a warm liquid rush down your right cheek and quickly wipe it away. You put your phone back in your pocket and closed your eyes fighting against these thoughts.
'I will not, you should,but I've been clean for 8 months I can't, you should, what think they will care?! No, see your a problem here Y/N, we both know it. Just pick it up and do it again, even better why not K I L L yourself. Nobody would miss you anyways.'
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You Annoy Me.(Human!Lapis Lazuli x Reader)
FanfictionAfter moving back to Beach City for college. The last thing you expect was to see were old friends and foes, still living in the small town. To think you'd be roommates with your old friend Peridot.... And her new best friend, Lapis Lazuli. Warning...