Bury my past

Broken hearts

My dad was ready to give me to the blossoms in exchange for the murder of my mom and drugs. I wasn't surprised but broken because no one really cared about me..... well except for Fp and honestly he is my comfort, my sanity, the only person I can break down infront of them and they would hug me hard instead of handing me tissues but most importantly he is my home but I never saw "us" in a relationship . And  I kept this letter a secret from him because I didn't want to hurt him though every time I walk down the roads I am always ready for an attack from someone sent by a blossom. This kept going on for a week or more but tonight I decided that I would relax completely, forget about everything and just chill all night but this wasn't the case with Fp when he showed at my door drunk and broken "oh my god Fp" I said as he stumbled into my arms just as I closed the door "she left me y/n she left" "who left Fp" there was a huge silence as I placed him on the sofa and got him a glass of water and sat on the opposite side of the sofa "Fp are you okay?"Alice is now with some guy named Harold y/n I saw her kissing him she enjoyed it" Fp answered looking at me "I am sorry" I said placing a hand on his shoulder "can I stay y/n" he asked staring at the floor "why not?" I said giving him the fakest smile which he noticed even tho he was drunk "are you okay?" He asked that's what I feared I was never good at hiding things from him "yeah" I said a little too fast "you are not" he said as he sat next to me "I am don't worry" i said as I got up not giving him a chance to ask anymore questions and went to the kitchen to get a cup of water and when I came back I found Fp in the bedroom lying on the opposite side of the bed asleep I went in took off his shoes and socks, took off his watch and covered him. As I laid on the bed I felt the bed move and Fp hugging me as he whispered "thank you" I turned and placed my forehead against his and told him not to worry, we are both broken now and we are the only people that can heal each other  and I had to remind my self everything will be fine.