Bury my past

Welcome home

Life hasn't been easy. Everyday I ask myself.... what the fuck did I do to deserve this miserable life. Everytime I try to do something; something wrong has to happen.

Right now I'm trying to concentrate on my education. I am trying not to think about my angels. But after that dream I can't. I literally cant. In the dream my kids asked me to forgive them for my misery but I couldn't talk I couldn't tell them that it isn't there fault. They hugged me but I couldn't hug them...... I couldn't move. I cried they wiped my tears. But I couldn't do shit. I felt like a failure when I woke up. I just wanted to die.
I went on with the day I got outta bed; did my regular morning routine and before I could head out I got a call.
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"Hello" i picked up the phone.
"Good morning y/n it's Kristen" she said with a happy tone.
"Hey, I know I'm late I was just heading out" I said
"That's not why I called ya anyway since you are coming to school we might just as well discuss it there" she spoke.
"Oh okay" I said nervous.
I got into my Jeep and headed to school. As I arrived the whole school was standing at the gate obviously except Fp and his girl. As I got out of my Jeep and got my things they all screamed in sync.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N"
I was in awe. Kristen remembered my birthday while I completely for got. I cried while laughing as Chris, Ryan, Maria and Kristen hugged me.
"Happy birthday beautiful" Chris whispered in my ear.
"Thank you all" I said as I hugged them back.
We all got up the whole school started giving me small gifts.
The gifts were small in size but huge as value to me. The day went on normally but today I had a smile on my face and in my heart. As we finished school we decided we would go to the house that the girls were sharing with kris and Chris.
"Make yourself at home" said Chris.
"Sure" I smiled.
Chris and I got close I'll admit it took me awhile to adjust to a guy and trust him but we were good friends. They showed me the room they were telling me about. What shook me was the fact that all my stuff was already there.
"Maybe you won't like the way I adjusted your stuff but since you're staying here you can readjust your things anytime"
As I opened my mouth to speak Chris placed a finger on my lips as he said
"I did it and I don't want to look like a creep but I am tired of seeing you suffer there I know there's something between you and that Fp guy. You don't have to be stressed any more trust me."
I got a little teary eyed before hugging him like my life depended on it.
"Welcome home gorgeous welcome home"