My Poems

#3

Helloo welcome back to another little moment of poetry with me. Today my poem is different from the others. This one is about my journey through the death of my beloved sister Hollie. Hope you enjoy~💕

I watched you slowly die from the hospital chair
As all the nurses and doctors wore worried looks and sorrow filled stares
While the respirator was the only thing keeping you alive
Tears flowed like a water fall as all the joy slowly dripped out of my life

They tried to convince us that you was going to survive
But i could tell that you was struggling so hard to keep up that tiring fight
The day i was forced to leave and to you i had to say goodbye
I tried my very hardest, when i walked out of that room, not to cry

I planted a shaky kiss on your head and assured you I would be back
Not even knowing if that was for a fact
As I dreadfully made my way back home that day
My gut kept screaming, "God you idiot, you should've stayed!"

I woke up the next morning feeling confusingly afraid
My heart pounding in my chest like a bad decision had been made
My mom and sister called me out onto the porch
And just like that it felt like my insides were put ablaze by a scorching hot torch

As soon as I saw my sister's glassy eyes and the unforgettable lost look on her face
I suddenly started to put the jagged puzzle pieces into place
I dropped down to the ground below me as a broken sob ripped from my throat and out of my mouth
My body started to tremble violently as all of my happiness I had ever known poured from the inside out

I had never experienced so much pain in my life until that day i lost you
I wondered around aimlessly lost with not a clue on what to do
They war of staying alive that you had to fight in everyday from the start
The very day you finally lost the last battle and the whole war was they day my whole life went down hill and my whole entire world fell apart

Thank you for reading my little beans i really appreciate it. Until next time, bye.

Love ~B.C.~