"You may kiss the bride" is the last thing I hear before Erik getly grabs my face and kisses me. What I had hoped for for a few years had finally came. Erik and I were now married. It's a strange feeling. I like it it just feels weird. To be married again. I just hope what happened in my last marriage doesn't happen again. Erik puts his arm around me and we walk back down the isle. I hug erik and barry my face in his chest. I love him and that's all that matters.
A few minutes later I feel hands tug at the bottom of my dress. It was Kelsy. She is now close to a year old and had recently started walking. She was always so smiley. You would never have thought she was sick months back. I pick her up and hold her on my hip.
"Hi, pumpkin!" I smile at her and say in a baby voice. Erik looks at us lovingly.
"You are such an amazing mother Colleen." I blush.
"And you are an amazing father Erik" I smile at him.
A few hours pass. And its almost time for the party. I sit on the bed and play with Kelsy. It kills me that I have to leave my little girl in a few hours. Erik and I are going on our honeymoon. I'm really worried about leaving. I'm worried something will happen to her. She will be staying with my brother and sister in law and their kids so she would be fine. They are amazing parents and inspire me. I'm just worried. Of course, I'm overthinking things and stressing myself out like I always. do.
"Colleen, is everything ok?" Erik asks bringing me out of my trance. I look at him and nod. He rubs my thigh through my dress. I look down and smile slightly.
"Mommy, I don't want you and daddy to leave..." Kelsy says to me and frowns. I hug her tight.
"We aren't leaving yet princess. And we will be back before you know it I promise. Let's go party!" I say trying to cheer her up. She cheers and we go head to the reception. I had some champagne but didn't finish my glass. I wanted to keep a close eye on Kelsy. I look at her and she is over dancing with my brother's kids. My mom approaches me and pulls me over to the side.
"Colleen, is everything ok? Aren't you happy? It's your wedding day." She says trying to brighten my mood.
"To be honest mom, I'm super scared. I'm very worried this marriage will turn out like my other one and also I'm afraid to leave Kelsy alone cause I'm scared something will happen to her and I know she will be in good hands but-" then my mom interrupts me.
"Colleen, sweetheart don't worry. It's not the time to worry. Everything will be ok I promise. Go have some fun! Enjoy your special day!" she says. I nod and we both head back over to the party. I find Erik and go dance with him. The rest of the night is a blast.
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I wake up naked in Erik's arms. Man, what a night! I gently get out of Erik's grasp and put on a robe. I got sit out on our balcony. I watch the ocean crash onto the shore. I love it in Hawaii. It's where Erik and I got more serious. Now we are here on our honeymoon. I'm so happy. I pull out my phone and look at the pictures Jess sent me of Kelsy so far. I miss her so much.
"She's so beautiful. She looks a lot like you" I feel arms wrap around and I look behind me. It was Erik.
"Yeah, I miss her a lot," I say. Erik pulls up a chair and sits next to me.
"I saw people setting up for a party downstairs. Wanna crash it later?" He smirks at me. I just laugh.
"It's good tube!" he laughs.
"I told you I wasn't gonna vlog on our honeymoon. I wanna have this week all to you and me." I smile. He smiles back and we kiss. It gets more and more passionate. I break away from air.
We get ready to go to the beach and relax. I put on my tanning lotion and begin to tan. I fall asleep. Erik thinks its funny to get some water from the ocean and pour it all over me. As the cold salty water touches my skin I shiver. I look at Erik and he is dying of laughter. He comes and joins me on the blanket and we cuddle.
After hours have passed we go to our room to get ready for tonight.
"Erik ima go take a shower"
"Can I join?" he asks and I laugh.
"If you want."
I go into the bathroom and get undressed and go into the shower. Erik soon joins. He just eyes me from top to bottom. I eye him as well. My eyes focus on his dick beginning to throb. I wrap one of my arms around his neck and my other down stroking his member. He drops his head back with his mouth open with my touch. He lets out a slight moan and I go down and begin to suck. He holds my head there as he fucks my mouth. He soon picks me open and positions himself at my entrance.
"Ready?" he asks me. I nod and bite my lip. He then slams into me and goes fast. I almost lose myself in the beginning.
After our little shower session, we decided to hang out by the pool till its time. As I'm in the middle of a nap, my phone rings. I lift my head up to check who it was. It was a facetime call from Jessica. I answer it.
"Hey, Jess!" I say smiling.
"Hey, Colleen! Sorry to interrupt your honeymoon with Erik but someone wanted to say hi," she says then puts Kelsys face in the frame. She had the biggest smile on her face which made my heart melt. I miss my angel.
"Hi, mommy! I miss you and daddy so much!" she says.
"Hey, pumpkin! We miss you too. We will be home soon. Are you having fun at aunt Jessica's and uncle Chris's house?"
"Yeah! Lots of fun!" she smiles
"Can I talk to daddy please?" she asks politely.
"Yes of course" I smile and hand Erik the phone. Seeing both of their faces light up when they see each other is the best sight in the world. When the phone call is over I rest my head on Erik's chest and fall back to sleep.
Now its time to crash the party. I can't believe we are doing this. I can't believe I'm letting him. I guess it just for memories sake. I don't know.
We walk over to the party and Erik and I look at each other. He begins to dance backward and I just laugh at him.
"Come on babe," he says. I begin to attempt to dance backward.
"You're not doing it right" he laughs and grabs my waist from behind. Once we are in the wedding we get a few drinks. We get tipsy. We start to dance sexily. A woman comes up to us and tells us to leave. The alcohol takes over me. I argue back.
"No, I don't wanna leave." I start to walk toward her. I could see her getting nervous. Erik grabs me and carries me to our room.
"Hey, I was having fun" I giggle once he sets me down on the bed.
"We can have more fun here" he winks.
"Let's do it!"
