You can't control love

All I wanted in the world

Kaylee's pov

The breakfast was really nice Shawn was really sweet and we talked almost the whole time. I knew Cameron and Nash were talking about me because I could feel their eyes on me. When we got home It was almost 12:00 I decided to go make my bed and read a book. I went up the stairs and walked into my beautiful blue room. I fix my white sheets and comforter and placed my pillows up on my bed. I sat on my bed and just took in the room it was so perfect a white big window and huge closet and elegant white vanity it was like a dream. I heard a knock at my door. Well there goes reading i thought. "Come in" I half yelled. Nash stood at my door way "Hey" he said looking at the ground then glancing at me. "Hey" I replied. He walked over and sat on my bed "we need to talk." He said in a serious tone. "About what?" I asked. "You know...us." he responded. I sighed. "Listen , If you don't like me tell me because honestly you're driving me crazy." "Nash, its not that its complicated." "Well i want to know." He spoke kindly and soft. I took a deep breath "Nash, I like you and think you are really cute and funny and charming." I admitted. "Then whats your problem why did you run away after we kissed? Why did you let go oh my hand." he argued. "If you like me so much why are you doing this too me?" He countered."Kaylee I really like you and i don't- I interrupted him "HONESTLY NASH I AM AFRAID OF GETTING HURT!" I snapped."I know what love leads to heartbreak." I said. He looked a me with a blank look. Then added "Have you ever been in love?" I thought for a second "No." "Well you will never know unless you experience it." Nash insisted. "Nash my family was torn apart by love and- he interrupted "Kaylee I know what happened to you and your family. Your dad and mom were very in love and then your dad died of cancer your mom was angry and depressed and died in a car crash and gave up on life. But that doesn't mean love destroyed your family. Love is what brought your family together in the first place. Listen i get that what happened to you and your  family was extremely tragic. But that doesn't mean you can't enjoy life. Life is hard for everyone. But anything that is good is worth fighting for." He said. I looked away from him and whispered with a tear running down my cheek "Nash I'm scared." he leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. "It's Ok." he said tenderly. At that moment I knew he was worth the risk. I pulled his shirt to me i looked at him in the eyes and lightly bit my lip. I leaned in for a kiss i put my hands on his neck. He pulled me closer by the waist and i pulled back. I was letting my hormones take over. He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I did'nt opened. "Stop being a tease." he muttered against my lips. I opened and his tongue explored my mouth. He pulled a bit on my hair. I moved my hands to his chest. He moved to my neck and started kissing and sucking. I moaned. I felt him smirk against my skin. Everything felt so right. I pulled him up back to my lips and grabbed at the hem of his shirt and unbuttoned it and took it off. Nashed moved on top of me I traced his abs with my fingers and broke the kiss. I pushed him off of me and straddled him. "Nash I don't want to go any farther." "Ok, I don't want to pressure you." he said. "But lets just lay here for a while." he said. I put my head in the middle of his chest and placed a hand on his skin. Nash wrapped his arms around me and interlocked his fingers. I shut my eyes and fell asleep.

Kaylee pov

I woke up to Nash saying "Kaylee, we better get up before my mom starts to look for us." I stretched my arms and sat up still on top of him. "Yep, we better." I a grabbed his shirt that was next to me "Here's your shirt." I said throwing it to him. I got up and Nash put on his shirt. "Cam and Taylor are coming over." Nash explained. "Ok, I'm gonna get changed." I told him. "See you in a bit." he said walking out of my room  and closing the door. Wow I thought. Nash made me feel so good. My heart was pounding my stomach was in knots I felt light headed and I loved it. I had wondered why i had ran away from these feelings my whole life. All I wanted in the world was Nash. Life was perfect when i was with him.

I got off oh my bed and pressed the wrinkled sheets and re positioned the pillows. I looked in my beautiful vanity mirror realizing I still had my fancy clothes on. I unzipped my white dress and let it fall to the floor i picked it up and neatly put it in my dirty clothes basket in my closet. I shifted through my clothes and tried to decide what to wear. I set on my pink and white "love pink" sweat pants and a white loose knit sweater my feet were really cold so I put on my super adorable tie dye socks. I brushed out my hair and put it in a messy bun. Once I was finished I heard the door bell ring.

Wow this is a long one its a thousand words

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