kiss the boy [bxb]

seventeen

isaiah

i always thought prom-posals were the most cliche thing ever. maybe a little cliche was just what this called for. a big, cliche, everyone-look-at-me gesture to show everyone how much a single person can mean to someone else. 

maybe that's what i was scared of. 

scared of feeling so much, so fast, and so young. because it is scary. i had been with the same person for the all of high school without batting an eye. we were in our own little bubble. now the rest of the world was going to be within our reach. 

within his reach.

i'm scared of being left behind. 

this wasn't just a prom-posal, it was a promise.

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can someone explain how i forgot to post this chapter? sorry.