FRAGILE

Truth Hurts. Secrets Kill

It's probably inhuman that killing someone brought me joy. But I guess that's a part of being sick in the head.

Keeping this secret get's annoying sometimes. Who am I kidding? It has always been a fucking pain in the ass. I wish I could tell Matt about it, but I'd be done, locked up for good.

The job is done, I got the money, I can pay what I owe Aiden. But... Maybe I'm not done myself.

"Oh thank you, Avery. For the fucking blood money. Good job, Ava is proud." Aidens angry.

"It's not like you ever in your pointless life touched a bill that was clean. Get over it."

"Whatever. Enjoyed it, didn't you? Down hill from here, huh?"

"It shouldn't concern you, so piss off."

"Yea, yea..." He walked out on me.

What's his deal. It's my problem. My addiction.

Fuck it. I'll call Matt. I wanna go back. He can lock me up in rehab again. That's probably for the best.

I talked to him for a few minutes, he said he's on his way home, he will be there in a few hours. Said that I should wait for him at his place. Don't mind if I do.

Andre let me in. Sounded like he was happy to see me again. Atleast someone is.

I ordered some pizza, had some wine, a few snickers. Started looking for another job. Not the greatest idea to use Matts computer, but I couldn't stay still. I couldn't avoid my cravings.

I'm still sparking from last night. Too much stress, excitment, emotions in general.

There are a few good options, but they don't pay so well. How come have the prices dropped? I used to get way more back in the day.

"Knock knock." Matt entered the room.

I nearly pissed myself, I had all the wrong browsers open.

"Who's there?" I closed everything.

"Robin." He's smiling like an idiot.

"Robin? Robin who?"

"You Robin, put your hands up in the air where I can see them." He finger gunned me and looked so proud of it.

"Oh my." I stood up, hands up as he ordered. "You caught me red-handed... What are you gonna do with me, Mr. Officer?"

"I'm going to..." Matt gripped my hands, walked around me and held them behind my back. "punish you, for not listening to my orders." He bent me over his desk.

What the actuall... since when... oh I'm into this.

"But Mr. Officer, I've been on my best behavior."

"No...." He gropped my ass. "You've been a bad, bad girl." Pushed my jeans down and pulled them off. Sticked two of his fingers in his mouth, got them wet and slid his hand under my panties looking for the magical spot.

"Matt, how drunk are you?" I laughed enjoying the tingly feeling of my arrest.

"Very, babygirl. Very fucking drunk." He kept smirking while rubbing me.

This is a whole new side of him I never knew existed. He went from a one to around an eighty real fast.

Holding onto the edge of his desk I accidentaly pushed my wine glass down. I couldn't help but giggle while moaning.

"Oh you think this is funny, huh?" Matt kicked my legs apart.

"Yeaa... ahh it's... fucking hilarious, Matt." It made me want to laugh even more.