Chapter 1

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Song if the day: I Just Wanna Run by The Downtown Fiction.

I snuck back into the gangs building for one last time, with the help of the only person I could trust now. Rixton.

Rixton can only freeze time once a day and he apparently already did that today, so I had to sneak in while he kept watch to make sure nobody would see me.

We came in the fire escape way on the second floor because the third floor where my room was we couldn't get to. Walking through this long corridor for one last time was like a dream, a nightmare. I don't think I can ever come back, or forgive any of these guys for what they did.

I don't think I can ever forgive Jack for what he did either. I still love him though. There is still a tiny piece in my heart wanting to go back to him.

I finally made it down to my room, to find Jack laying on my bed, asleep. He was laying on his side his head resting on his extended arm. His cheeks were pink probably from crying.

At this moment I wanted to be mad at him, but I just couldn't find it in myself to do it. It was like that this Jack, laying down in my bed, his chest falling unevenly with every breath, was the one I loved.

I wanted to break down and cry again, but I knew I couldn't, I had to get out of here before I did though.

I grabbed the same leather bag that I had brought here with me, stuffed a few of the things I had in it. I grabbed Jacks sweatshirt from the floor and slipped it on over my shirt.

It smelled so familiar, it smelled like him. I walked over to the bed and planted a quick kiss on Jacks forehead as my good bye. I took off the ring I had kept on my finger ever since my parents had died, and put it in his hand. Something to remember me by. Even though I don't think he could forget.

And with that I left. I left my old home, the one I had only stayed in for a short period of time. But that short period of time was all I needed to realize that my life was in danger now.

And that short period of time was enough to realize that I was currently losing all sanity.

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