Life I Guess

Broken

I've been going back and forth in my mind lately trying to figure out when you two broke and when I'm pretty sure you lost all hope.
I hear you two yelling at 1 a.m.
He's drunk
You're mad screaming in the kitchen
He yells fuck you over and over
Then he walks out again

Oh when did you two break, I'm getting tired of hiding behind these walls, I don't wanna be forgotten in all your wasted words and I don't wanna be lost in the anger of your voices anymore. Between his violent slurs and your irritated words I am lost in this broken home.

You constantly lose your temper and when I try to help I get it all wrong. You're working, Cooking, cleaning, and taking care of two kids while he sleeps. Everyday you're living just to get through the next day, While he's out so late trying to find something more outside of his world.

Oh when did you two brake, I'm getting tired of hiding behind these walls, I don't wanna be forgotten in all your wasted words and I don't wanna be lost in the anger of your voices anymore. Between his violent slurs and your irritated words I am lost in this broken home.

We've moved so many times sometimes I think it's because You're scared if the empty hallways or is it because neither of you can keep a job to pay the bills. At times you two are so damn dysfunctional I don't know what to do but hide behind my door and listen to the vicious words you throw at each other that tear us all apart. While the little one is asleep the screams I hear are unmistakable.

Until one night he brakes and gets so mad he makes you his punching bag. That's when you know that everything has changed and things will never be the same. He tried to kick you out and take your son but you fought back because you don't want him to grow up the way I have without a dad to call my own and in a completely broken home.