Life I Guess

A dreamers reality.

I see you different than I have before. I see the dim luminescent flicker in your hazel eyes, you now make movements as if the world finally leeped off your shoulders and into our binded arms, and the slight relief in your breath; the same relief that fills my being when I'm around you. A connection we've always felt renewed again, sparking brighter than the sun but still as chill and mellow as a spring stream. As our two souls collide pieces of ever changing reality are formed. We spend short bursts of time together hoping, pleading, and wishing that time would stand still around us were we'd live in between the fibers of time till we arrive at the day we wake up together. The day we wake to each others eyes, kisses, and warm embraces. Your very existence shoves me into a spiral of gushing exhilaration. But now the rush is over and all we do is fight. The love that bonded us together tore us apart. I stayed because I promised but it was a broken promise from the start. The world you tried to give me was bare and impossible to create. You said you felt love for me but I failed to receive it, and the false dreams you fed me got lost in the ever changing clouds. So now it's time to make our goodbyes as painful as it may seem. We once had love but it's faded now. You gave me your all and I lost it in a second.