My Shiba Inu (SaTzu)

Chapter 13

Thursday (1:47 PM)
Dorm

Sana POV

Everybody was laughing and starting to get up when Tzuyu lift up her head and her eyes met with mine.

That was the moment when I realized that I was falling so hard for Tzuyu. I couldn't take my mind off of her.

I loved everything about her; her eyes; her hair; the way she smells; the way she says my name.

I couldn't stop myself from feeling warm. I sat down and held my cheeks, then I looked at Tzuyu and chuckled.

"Yah. They will accept you for who you are Sana. We're family. And family never leaves anyone behind."

I remembered what Nayeon-unnie said to me awhile ago. Is now the right time? Should I tell them about me now?

I looked at the members and they were just all laughing at each other. The mood felt so light and it's as if we don't have any problems with the world. Like we were a happy-go-lucky family.

I guess now is the right time.

"Guys. I.. I want to tell you all something." I told the members.

"What is it unnie?" Mina asked me while the members all gathered together around me.

"I..uhh.. I think I-I'm ready t-to open about m-my i-illness.." I told them while looking down.

"Are you sure unnie?" I heard Jihyo ask me.

I looked at her and the other members and I just smiled at them.

"I think now is the right time to tell all of you. I don't want any secrets between us." I answered.

"I don't know how to explain this so I'll just show you guys. It's better this way." I told them while calming myself down.

I could feel my heartbeat getting faster. My mind was continously thinking about the possible outcomes that this confession will lead to.

What if they don't accept me? What if they won't like me anymore?..

What will Tzuyu think of me?

I felt someone hold and squeeze my hand gently. I looked who it was and it was Nayeon-unnie looking at me with a sincere face.

"Are you sure you're ready Sana? You don't have to push yourself." Unnie told me.

"I'm ready unnie." I answered.

She let go of my hand and looked at the members.

"Well.. here goes nothing." I mumbled

I let my ears and tail pop out of their places. I quickly closed my eyes because I was scared to look at the faces of the members. I didn't want to see how they would react to my illness.

"T-this is your illness unnie?" Chaeyoung asked me.

I quickly put my hands over my eyes to try and stop myself from crying.

I could feel the members already hating me. I knew this would happen.

"Are these real unnie?"

"Uwaa! So small!"

"It's so fluffy!"

"You have a tail too?"

"Can I squeeze them unnie?"

"Can I touch it?"

"That's so cute omagahd."

I quickly felt pairs of hands all over my ears and tail.