Anxiety ?

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Me && Nick Have Been In The Same Class For 3 Days Now . He Sits In The Front && I Sit In The Back On The Same Row As He Does ... Great. I Can't Just Help But Notice His Waves , How Sharp His Hair Line Is , How Nice He Dresses Every Damn Day , or How Tall He Is When He Passed Out Papers ! I Can't Help It At All , Lord What Are You Tryna Do To  Me ! I Hate That Were In The Same Class Cause Instead Of Paying Attention To The Teacher I Focus More On Him ... Bad Combination But Who Gives A Damn . I Figured A Way To Make My Move But I Didn't Know If It Would Work Out As Planned So I Kinda Held Off On It.. The Plan I Had In Mind Was , i Was Gonna Try To Fail A Test On Purpose && Ask Him To Be My Tutor , Good Huh ? Fucks No . I'm So Stupid , A Guy Like Him , Falling For SomeThing Stupid Like That ? Ha Funny ! AnyWays , Im A Smart Girl , Im 15 Years Old I Should Know This , I Have 3 Brothers , Why Is It So Damn Hard For Me ! The Only Thing I Could Think Of Was Asking One Of My Closet Friends Alana . Me && Alana Have Been Knowing Each Other Since Elementary School 5th Grade , Yea You Would Think She Would Be My BestFriend But Bitches Can't Be Trusted , But Me Doing It AnyWays I Asked Her , Yea She Was Cool On The Situation About The Plan But She Really Didn't Have To Much Say So As You Would Consider A "Friend" To Have , Again , You Can't Trust These Hoes . I Used To Think Alana Was My Down Bitch When It Came To Any Damn Thing ! I Used To Tell Her Some Of My Problems But When I Did , She Knew It Was SomeThing Serious , But Idk Why She Acted The Way She Did Towards The Nick Situation .. Hmm ?

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