I Sat In The Office For Two Hours , Scared To Know What My Momma Was Gone Say Or Hell Even My Brothers . I Can't Believe I Just Beat A Bitch Up Over A Nigga That's Not Even Mines && To Think This Bitch Was My "Friend" , I Knew It Was Sum Up . My Mama Raised Me Better && Being Around Boys My Whole Life I Should Know They Aint Shit . I Didn't Care Any More , WhatEver Happened , Happened . I Just Wanted To Know Where Nick Was && Why He Wasn't At School , I Was So Anxious To Go Home && Text Him , But That's If I Still Had My Phone After That Lil Incident . After A While My Momma Finally Showed Up With My Brothers && She Was Mad As Hell , She Grabbed My Shoulder && Looked At Me With Such Anger , I Knew She Was Broken Because She Thought I Was Gone Change , She Expected More Out Of Me Since I Was The ONLY Girl , But Hell I Let Her Down ... Later On That Night I Was Pacing Back && Forth In My Room Trying To Figure Out How I Was Gone Talk To Nick or Even See Him Since I Had Got My Phone Taken . My Brother Malik Was In A Gang So I Figured Maybe Nick Was To , So I Was Gone Use Malik Phone To Text Him && Have Him Meet Up With Me , But I Was Nervous Because What If Malik Tell On Me For Him Calling It , Being A "Hoe" .. I Sat There && Thought It Through && I Finally Said Fuck It && Went To His Room , Talking To Him In A Calm Sweet Voice Asking Him How Was His Day When I Really Didn't Give A Damn , I Just Wanted Nick .. After 20 Minuted Of Talking To His Ass He Finally Let Me Use His Phone && I Remembered I Had Wrote Nick Number Down For Emergency's Like This , But When I Typed The Number In It Was Already Saved In The Phone ... So I Was A Little Curious But Fuck All That I Was On A Time Limit . So I Texted Him Saying "Hey Nick It's Cassie , The One You Tutor , I Was Wondering If You Could Come Over && Help Me With My AssignMent" , I Was Nervous As Hell . It Was So Many Thoughts Going Through My Head , Do He Know I Beat Alana Up , Do He Know I'm Suspended , Why Is His Number In My Brother Phone . I Deleted The Messages && Gave My Brother Back His Phone && Carried On With My Night .. I Couldn't Hold MySelf Together .. I Was Hoping He Would Text Back , But At This Point It's WhatEver Happens .....
