I Never Had Much Growing Up . I Was Always Grateful For What I Had . Never Complained , Never Cried Over Shit I Couldn't Get , Never Begged , None Of That . My Mother Was A Hard Working Mother , She Always Tried To Make It Happen For Us && No Our Father Wasn't In The Picture && As In Our I Mean , Me(17) , Carlos(18) , Malik(22) , && Lakem(23) . Yes I Know I'm The Only Girl Out Of 3 Boys , But I Guess That Was A Good Thing Because My Brothers Always Made Sure They Looked Out For Me . Having Brothers Meant A Lot To Be Honest . I Knew All The Games To This Street Shit , To The Hoe Games , EveryThing ! . My Brothers Basically Laid It All Out For Me So I Wouldn't Fall Stupid For These Niggas && The Extra Shit. Carlos Always Stuck By My Side , You Would Think We Were Twins The Way We Was Always By Each Other , Malik Was Around But Not Always Because He Decided To Live That GD Life Style Meaning He Was Always Running The Streets && Lakem Was An Average Type Of A Person Meaning He Was Always At Home && Very Little Would Leave The House . Again My Brothers Taught Me A Lot But As A Kid I Used To Look Up At My Brothers && Think Damn This Is Really All I Have . As A Child I Used To Stay In Trouble , I Used To Get Phone Calls Home EveryDay Back To Back , Suspended For Doing Dumb Stuff , Ha Yea That Was Me The Bad Ass Lil Girl Thinking She Was A Tom Boy UnTil One Day This Boy Named Nick Caught My Eye. Okay Yes I Was 15 At The Time && Of Course I Don't Know What Love Is Says My Mama But Boy When I Tell Y'all This Nigga Here Had It Coming Fasho.