Yea 3 Weeks Of Him Being In My Class I Finally Made The 1st Move . I Used The Plan I Had The 1st Time && Surprisingly It Worked . When He Gave Me His Number My Heart Was About To Jump Out My Damn Body Because The Way He Licked His Lips && The Way He Handled My Phone Was The Biggest Moment To Me , Yea I Remember Smiling That Whole Day , Smiling To Damn Hard To Where I Had My Damn Brothers In My Business . My Brothers Weren't To Heavy On Being In My Business Since I Was The Only Girl , But When I Locked Eyes On Nick That Changed . Just Getting Lectures From My Brothers Wasn't SomeThing I Wanted Because The First Thing They Would Say Is , "Don't Let Him Fuck You Cassie" , HA Funny , I Already Knew The Game To This Shit So Hearing That Wasn't SomeThing I Wasn't Aware Of Already . On May 18 , 2018 , My Whole Damm Life Changed For The Worst Or Better . Since I Did Need A "Tutor" , Nick Decided To Come Over && Help Me , My Momma Was At Work , My Brothers Was SomeWhere Fucking Off && Me && Nick We're In My Room Going Over Boring Ass Shit . I Couldn't Help But Just Stare At Him While Biting My Lip && The Crazy Thing About It Was That EveryTime He Would Ask Me A Question I Would Be ClueLess As Fuck . Things Were Getting Pretty Heated UnTil His Phone Rang && My Nosey Ass Peeped Around His Shoulder && Saw The Caller ID Say "Alana" .. Okay My Mind Was Going Every Which A Ways Because I Was Really Hoping That Alana On His Phone Wasn't My "Friend" Alana . Funny I Know , But I Had To Keep My Cool .... After 10 Min Of Being On The Phone He Got Up && Said "I Gotta Go Handle Some Business" . Deep Down Inside I Was Fucking Hurt , But I Wasn't His GirlFriend, So I Said Okay , Thanks AnyWays . Now That This Nigga Done Left , Im All Alone In My Room With All These Thoughts Running Around In My Brain , But I Was 15 Right ? Meaning I Was Stupid && Didnt See The Signs To Know .
