The Next Day I Was Woke Up By Malik Pushing On Me && Grabbing My Shirt While Pulling The Covers Back . He Was Yelling So Loud && I Just Couldn't Figure Out Why UnTil I Finally Woke Up To Listen . He Was Cussing Me Out , He Was Pointing His Finger In My Face , He Was Pushing On Me ... Why ? Because Nick Texted Him Back . My Dumb Ass Didn't Give Him No Detail Of What Time To Meet Me , or Where . I Just Left It At That ... My Stupid Ass . He Told Me I Shouldn't Be Fucking With Him Because He's Not Good For Me Especially Since I'm Young && Nick Was 17 .. I Didn't Know That UnTil Now . But I Still Didn't Give A Damn . Malik Was So Mad He Punched A Hole In The Wall While I'm Just Sitting There Watching , Looking Shocked As Hell . Malik Wouldn't Tell Me Why I Shouldn't Mess With Him , He Just Said He's Not Good For Me && Left .. Later On That Night , My Momma Went To Work && Of Course My Brothers Would Leave Me . I Was Still Shook Up About What Malik Did && Now I Wondered If Nick Would Even Still Come By AnyMore Since Malik Probably Told Him Fuck Off My Lil Sister . I Was Nervous .. I Took A Shower , Put My Good Panties On , Put Some Bath&&Body Works Perfume On Just In Case Nick Showed Up && I Would Be Prepared , Hell It Was Already 9:30 pm && There My Stupid Ass Was Just Waiting . 10:30 pm Came && I Heard A Knock On The Door . I Was Half Sleep , But I Wasnt .. I Went && Opened It && There Nick Was Standing In My Front Door .. I Was Scared As Fuck , I Was Peeping Around The Corner To Make Sure NoBody Saw Him or To Make Sure This Wasn't No Damn Set Up . I Was Looking Him Up && Down Noticing How His Muscles Looked With His Wife Beater On && How He Had His BandDanna Wrapped Around His Wrist && How His Eyes Shinned When He Looked Down At Me . I Finally Fixed My Mouth To Say Hey , But When I Did I Felt A Hard Slap Go Across My Face . When I Noticed I Was Slapped && How I Was Positioned On The Floor I Felt My Face Burn && The Tears Started Rolling Down My Face . I've Never Been Slapped Before .. Not Even My Brothers Hit Me Unless Were Play Fighting But I Knew This Wasn't No Play Fight . He Turned Me Over && Got OnTop Of Me && All The Weed He Had Was Falling Out His Pockets Along With Pills && Cocaine , He Grabbed My Face && Got Closer To Me && Started Cussing Me Out About How I Beat Alana Up && How Badly Her Face Was && How It Was My Turn To Feel Her Pain . He Picked Up && Threw Me On The Couch Closing The Front Door Behind Him && Started Punching Me In My Stomach , I Couldn't Do AnyThing But Just Lay There && Cry && Cover My Face With My Hands.. Finally After He Was Done , My Face Burned , Blood Was Coming Out Of My Mouth && My Whole Body Ached , I Laid There In Agony , Disgusted , Broken . I Tried To Sit Up But My Ribs Hurt So Badly After Being Punched Repeatedly , Finally He Took The Pills He Had && Shoved 2 Of Them In My Mouth Made Me Swallow Them , Then He Picked Me Up && Took Me UpStairs To My Room && Laid Me On My Bed . I Looked At Him In Disgust Crying Softly , He Touched My Face && Kissed My Cheek && Whispered In My Ear "Dont Tell NoBody About This or It'll Be Even Worse" .. I Know Y'all Think I'm Stupid But It's Just SomeThing About this Boy That Got Me In A Knot or Wrapped Around His Finger .. Besides Me Getting Beat Up I Still Liked Him .. && Me Being A Dumb Bitch I Said Okay && Started To Feel My Eyes Close Slowly ....
