Well, imagine workin' on sth you put your heart in (like a present) and you're happy with it and show it to your parents and they really don't like is and it Breaks your heart. This fucking happend to me today. The present was for a good friend. Enough about me, let's talk about the big topic: Disappointment.
None of us wants to disappoint people we love, right? But what if we disappoint them in being ourselves? What if they don't like you? Your true self. How can we not disappoint them without disappoint yourself? It's kinda impossible. Let me tell you sth: I'm doin' EVERYTHING so others like me. I don't want them to hate me or to not-like me, I wanna make everything perfect but I disappoint myself because I'm not myself. My friends, true friends get to know a piece of my true me and my family a bigger piece but nobody knows me really. Nobody knows the whole truth about me. You know why?
I d o n ' t w a n n a d i s a p p o i n t t h e m .
biggest mistake.
I really regret not ro be myself since the beginning.
Never disappoint youself. Please.
I know just a few people read this but I hope many people will find this and read it because listen to me: I fucking tell the truth! Those things happen to me in real life!
Never forget: fake the smile to not disappoint them :)
