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Back to school

Today was the day y/n didnt want to come. It was monday, which meant school. Back to the bullying. Back to the fakeness. Back to the drama.
This weekend was one of the best weekends of her life. She didnt want it to end. But it did, all too quickly. She used to have friends at school, but they all left her. This was before her mental health had deteriorated.
Her mum died when she was 13, it had now been 5 years. She didnt seem to miss her as much as she used to. But that's the main cause of her problems. She doesnt feel any emotions anymore.
She felt happy yesterday, but that was for the first time in years. Is Hoseok going to be the one to bring her out of her shell.

The sound of the alarm was a sickening sound to y/n's ears. The alarm this morning meant something different then what it did yesterday. Grabbing her phone she switched her alarm off and saw she had a message from Hoseok. She typed up a reply and hit send:

She locked her phone and headed to the bathroom to get showered. She quickly washed her hair and began to dry it. They wasnt allowed to wear much makeup so she went for a simple look:

Still wrapped in her towel she made her way to her closet and scanned through her clothes. She didnt want to draw attention to herself. So she was looking for a simple outfit. "This is perfect!" She pulled the outfit out of her closet and began to get dry. A couple minutes later she had her outfit on:

t wasnt what she wishes she could wear. But what she wore yesterday would bring more people to look at her in school and she didnt want the attention. She wanted anything but that. Especially today of all days. Her phone started to beep indicating that it was 6:30Am, it was her second alarm of the morning, which meant she had half an hour untill she had to be at school. She turned it off and slis the ddevice into her back pocket

Grabbing her bag and books she made her way down the stairs into the kitchen. Her dad was already up and sat at the table with a steaming cup of strong black coffee. "Morning, the coffees still fresh if you want some. Also there some eggs left in the fridge if youre hungry" he said, his eyes focused on the newspaper infront of him. She made her way to the coffee pot and poured herself some into a travel mug. It wasnt going to be drank before she went to school, so she might aswell as took it with her. It would keep her going for the day atleast.
Just as she sat down her phone started to ring. It was her alarm letting her know she needed to be out in five minutes. Y/N grabbed her lunch from the fridge and went out the door. She could drive now, so her dad had let her use her mums old car for school.

The drive to school usually took about 30 minutes so she had time to get to her first class before it started at 8. But she normally turned up early and went and did some revision work for her first lesson of the day. She truly was a loner. Getting out the car, she made sure all doors were locked. Her mornings didnt always plan out like she wanted them to. Her ex bestfriend Rosé was always waiiting for her, with her group. Lisa, Jisoo and Jennie. Y/N used to be part of that "friendship group" but they all turned on her. They just said she wasnt "good enough" then cut all contact with her.
"Whats up slut" Jennie called after her as she tried her best to avoid the girls. "Just leave me alone Jennie, haven't you got anything better to do" y/n snapped back as she tried to go through the front entrance, but failed. It was blocked by Lisa, who was loudly chewing gum. "Who do you think youre talking to like that. You dont realize how high up we are now. You better watch your mouth bitch". Y/N stood there in disbelief. Someone who she had trusted with her secrets, her problems and someone who she was so close to had now resorted to treating her like shit. She didnt even do anything wrong that night they decided to cut ties with her. "I havent got the energy to be dealing with backstabbers right now. Now if you could get out of my way that would be appreciated" y/n said getting impatient. But instead of the door being opened her face was met by Lisas fist. She immediatley fell to the ground and felt blood coming out of her nose. "What the fuck was that for" she shouted attempting to get up but Lisa was now on top of her pinning her down. "Ive held this in since that night we decided you was no longer good enough for our group" her fist now repeatedly pounding into y/n's face. Y/n was slowly beginning to lose consciousness. Blood now pouring rapidly out of her nose and the gash in her head. Lisa got up. She thought it was over but it wasnt. A boot connected with her ribs. She screamed in pain and tried to move but another kick connected with her ribs. A few more kicks and they left her, blood pouring out of her face and her ribs now beginning to bruise under her clothes. They was now all circled around her as she held her sides. Y/n didnt know this but there was tears streaming down her face. This was the worst thing that they had done to her, but why did she deserve this. Inside she felt like she did, she shouldnt be such a failure. But she was now snapped out of her thoughts as another fist connected to her face, a gurgled scream came out of her mouth. Her eyesight blurred and then everything went black, the last thing she saw was a red haired boy standing over her calling her name.

That red haired boy was Jung Hoseok. The boy who made her so happy yesterday, the one who took the pain away for a few hours. None of them knew that theyd be going to the same school now. To y/n's and Hoseoks knowledge he was just starting a new school. But it was a good thing hed started this one, he could protect her now.
He was walking down the path to the main building when he heard a scream. Hoseok looked around and saw that it was coming from a group of people. He passed it off as just people having fun, but then it came again. More gurgled but still the same blood curdling scream. He ran over as quick as he could, dropping his bag in the process. "Move out of the way" he shouted. No one budged. "I said move are you deaf?!?" This time he pulled someone out of the way and made a dash for the middle. A gasp escaped his mouth as he recognized the bloody face lied on the floor. Sje was underneath another girl. Barely conscious. The girl on top punched her. But then she left. Just got up and walked away like nothing had happened, the large group now following. All of them scurrying off to class. As he went over y/n was barely conscious. He crouched down beside her "Y/N!! Y/N" tears came flowing down his face as her eyes rolled back, shed lost consciousness.
Picking her up he carried her as carefully as he could to the car park and placed her down on the grass his jacket under her head. He searched through her bag for car keys or even her phone. But then he remembered that he didn't know which car was hers. Theyd have to take his. Picking her up again he made his way to his own car and unlocked the door. Opening the side door he layed her down on the back seats. Shutting the door he then made his way to his side. He turned the car on and his foot hit the pedal. He was practically speeding, but he didn't care. She needed help. For all he knows she could be dying. The drive to the nearest hospital was quick. He pulled up in the car park, switched off the engine and ran out the car to the back doors. Y/n still layed there, only slightly breathing.. he pulled her out of the car and and carried her bridal style to the hospital entrance. "Please. Please. Shes hurt she desperately needs help!!" He shouted untill a rush of paramedics came to their aid...

Hello! Hope you enjoyed. Ill update the second half as soon as possible. This is a pretty long chapter and the next one will be the same.